The eyes are full of needles
And minds are carried off in boxes...
Show me the way
Outta this place...
I dont know why but i cant seem to get over what...
i cant seem to find the calm world i once knew, im...
I can see him at the far-away table
With those of his kind and nature...
Voices, I could hear them calling
Flow, they will take me to where I belong...
This world around me
I cannot put it to blame...
I lay in the dark
Thinking bout wat went wrong...
If you only knew the pain you caused me,
Then you'd understand the anger I feel towards...
Countless nights I go to sleep feeling sorry.
Wondering why I am this way, is it destiny...
I've been ill lately,
My heart is cold and heavy...
We all know there are many terms in today's world...
You broke me down into little piece, crumbled and...
It was real. Not like a feeling. No, But as...
And the voices I heard, it was u and I. The...
How can you stare at an empty space and see a...
No vocal cords but you hear a voice...
I love you because you make me happy
I love you because you make me feel safe and...
I feel the wet tears
Rolling down my cheek...
I have 30 pound weights
Weighing me down...
What I would give
Just to see your eyes...
You have me thinking about this dilemma, wondering...
As I think of the fact that we won't be able to...
You were the only person who truely knew me and...
What will you lose if you smile ,
Even though life brings only pain & sadness...
I am slowly dying inside. I miss your touch, the...
As I sit here and wonder why, I always seem to cry
I look back to things in my past, that went away...
I wonder why it is so hard for him to believe me...
I wish that he would of just told me that he is...
As I lay on the floor in my room
I asure you, I shall kiss my doom...
Close your eyes
Feel the sweet...
Week one week two,
Week three week four...
A thin line of scarlet appears
On the surface of her skin...
Oh God, my God
Who is like unto You...
I remember the smile I painted upon your face.
When the poison injected in me gave me away, with...
Reamber the time that I asked you out
reamber the day we first met...
Here I am
sitting in my room having a break down...
I paint on this canvas,
A story in red...
I'm gunna write some lines
I guess, I don't know what else to do I know...
A whole new life is right out that door,
Throw it open and slam it against the wall...
I look down at the ground with tears rolling down,
Body trembling in fright as I see my nightmare...
"Good times never end"
"Good memories never die"...
You wanna say that I'm mean
But you haven't seen what I've seen...
Its funny how the people closest to me know not of...
I feel like I'm going insane...
I want to write so badly,
put pen to paper again...
My love for you is like a river...
I once loved you but could never love you again...
Where are you?
What happened...
Do you hear that?
Do you hear my heart beat...
7-22-13
my son was born...
I wanna scream this love out loud
Let you know how I truly feel...
My love for you grows each day
Those three words are all I want to hear you say...
New scars form upon a battered heart that cannot...
Easement, but is met by walls and is forever...
Fear not the morning fart, my sweeting,
though its stench be foul, its noise is bright...
It feels like I'm screaming at the top of my lungs...
I look at you
And a calm washes over me...
I hide the tears
That threaten to fall...
Its been weeks since I heard your voice,
months since I felt your touch...
Streams of black run down my face,
full of pain and agonizing grace...
*This is an adapted poem from George Ella Lyon*
I am from never enough food in the pantry...
For you i would walk all around the world and back...
After your goodbye
two years passed me...
Here I am
lost in thought...
When she kisses me my heart beats faster and...
The reflection off the metal
You see all your mistakes...
Out of the shadows stepped a figure cloaked in...
He said,"come with me for i need your help...
It can happen at anytime
it can be by anyone...
The only thing real
is the pain keeping me here...
Spilt blood all over. Not wasted but with purpose...
Sorrow pours down in a flood.
Knowing you caused this...
June 27th 2013
Entry one...
Weary from the strain and pressure in my life
I walk with a burden too heavy to bear...
I have spent days
Trying to write this stupid thing...
There are beautiful things everywhere what a shame
Wouldn't it be nice if it were all set to flame...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Being sad is a passing fad...
Bruises have become a fashion.
There whats in style now a days...
There's a chill in the club
As you walk through those doors...
I hate people I love freak shows
Dancing with freaks as the music flows...
Self harm
that's the start of it...
Run mummy run,
My dad's a policeman...
One child
Overheard in a dream...
The saddest girl in the world
Crying for help...
He erects tall walls around his heart
whenever he gets mad...
You keep saying you care
Is it easy to look me in the eyes...
Malevolent thoughts. Of my jaded life.
At the end of light, it becomes night...
Bearing the pain that give my chest a heavy weight
just by letting a tear flow...
I know it's impossible to love me...
Because I make it so...
I had loved you since,
Without you knowing it...
You should feel guilty
But you don't...
You told me forever.
You promised you would stay...
Off we send them out to war,
Ill prepared or not we send them out to war...
Burns lie on my skin
Scars decorating like a border...
Deeper into the shadows, I crawl for you
Ever searching for "Love", I wonder the...
It hurts to be broken and hurts to bleed
and its very hard to not be able to give someone...
I'm an afflicted contradiction of my life...
The restriction is too much to handle, too much to...
They say time heals all the pain.
I bask in the water and swallow the acid rain...
Fifth of gin and a night full of sin
I look down at the glass, and then at my pale...
White lotus is born
in the music of winter...
It's so easy to forget about culture.
With busy lives; and all the bus rides...
Twisted dreams. Compartmental-ism.
It's always the same; Good vs Evil...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
As promised to Kate & James...
Baby you're the one, the only one,
Worth writing a, song for...
I write music, I write poems
and I bet you didn't know it...
I'm OK the pain is going away
No more you standing there telling me what to do...
Why give what you will soon take away?
Why speak words that you don't mean to say...
Did I truly know you?
Why did I not see...
Barely a year has gone by but still I just can't...
To believe that you are gone for good, that it...
The distance for us is never too much.
Two hearts strongly bonded without much touch...
In the confounds of my mind,
darkened thoughts you will find...
I secretly hope this is normal...
That every girl loves someone like I love you...
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry I burden you with my feelings...
Your fingers intertwined with mine
Your lips on my own softly...
Today is the day i grow up.
today is the day i get up off my butt and take...
I walked through the garden
Smile soft as I glanced at our pond...
In my heart lies an untold tale,
A whisper that no soul can say...
Do you see the tears that make my smile glisten?
Do you feel my hesitation in the calm silence...
Before it's too late
Take my hand...
I wanted to be free
like a bird who flew...
Tears pour down her face
Her heart stops beating...
She saw the way
He talks about the girl he likes...
Your smile
Your gentle touch...
I am hurt.
Simple to say...
A letter that has many names
Variables for the math...
Her eyes are swollen;
this wasn't the first time...
When I was born and your eyes met mine
for the very first time...
I know you love me
you say it in every kiss...
Sweet summer substance,
the warmth of her rays...
It's another evening
Beautiful with cool winter breeze...
Far away I stood to watch,
watch what was once a paradise disappear to ash...
I'm lost ;
writing a puzzle...
"Pretty? No you don't look so to me..."
"A little more petite, you need so to...
This is it
The final frontier of my broken mind...
This is one of my older poems, so I apologize if...
Why must it end this way...
My hands cold,
my fingers trembling...
You know why people cut? Because it's a...
Trash all your cities
Murder your people...
I don't even know what I am writing, only that my...
No thoughts, emotions, feelings. Just empty. Numb...
Some lose one friend for another
others lose one friend for a significant other...
Let us say it and heretofore ever repeating:
I love you...
I sit in silence,
i can hear my tears hitting the floor...
We walk,
I scream...
If I die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to...
Like the waves of the sea,
your memories are touching my heart...
This is for you who i can not stand this is for...
Raggedly breathing
As I stare at the razor...
He walked into her life and into her heart
From the most moment, were rarely apart...
Streaming tears
Have you ever experienced...
*----------
Your future now awaits...
The insanity
slowly creeps upon my almost lifeless...
She stares out the window into the rain as the...
Lies, Lies, Lies
These broken promises are building up...
Two deaths
Two weeks...
You let me...
You let me...
Nothing's good without you,
Nothing's perfect, like it was...
She hadn't cut herself for a year now,
She felt an overwhelming urge to break her skin...
I sleep at night with my lights on
Pretending nothing is broken, nothing is wrong...
You sparkled my life with joy,
Leaving me feeling whole...
My life has been harshly decorated by their snide...
I have never been courageous enough to stand up...
I would like this life of endless
Greyhound time schedules to cease...
The ripples on the water grow larger
With each fallen leaf's touch...
I stand on this bridge
In the middle of two...
Everything which we have ever created
gained meaning by us...
"I love you!"
Three simple words...
I don't care
I give up...
You stood there and stood over me The lone...
They heard of the tragedy but everything is...
Sometimes I just whisper
into the humidity drenched breeze...
I have always seen
My dreams...
Although you left me, and why,
you won't say...
Lavish curtains swirl around my silhouette
Red against black...
I sang to her once...
Let the words fill her heart...
Hiding herself from the prodding eyes of the...
Her heart beats for one who must remain nameless...
I look in myself,
A heart with no heat...
Our days of dreaming have forgotten me here.
And the more I try to remember...
It feels as though I am spinning,
but my feet stay planted in place...
In this age of communication on line
Many social mediums are quite fine...
Lost, in the Ecstasy, of you... (Retourne)
Lost, in the Ecstasy, of you...
In Every Dream Thy Lovely Features Rise...
(This is a poem I wrote as a spinoff, offtake, on...
In the eerie depths of my hearts ocean,
Your name screams through the drowning tears of...
I'll love you when the sun rises,
And when the chill dusk starts to fall...
Time will take us away.
I look towards the next day...
Sheltered by my own protection,
Veiled by the lace of my shirt...
I was sitting there thinking of you,
An wanting to tell you something that is true...
In a crevice I do not cry,
Or feel emotion I don't know why...
I've written so many lines
About this thing called love...
She cuts she cuts
So she can feel...
Empty promises, empty words,
Dance behind my closed eyes...
I shudder as I feel
Your fingers trail my arm...
It's been four years
So much pain and tears...
My heart goes out to you
I couldn't deal with myself if I lost you too...
Depression is like a parasite slowly eating away...
(I know its not really a poem but I hope this...
Every single drop
of my love I give to you...
Your sweet kisses cut me deep
when I feel down, you always put me to sleep...
Each time I look at your face and your pretty...
You have broken everything that i own
my heart my soul...
I miss you,
before you even say goodnight...
Here I am again
turned to cutting myself...
I've been trying to grasp
But I can't believe...
In the darkness of the night
I see a star shining bright...
You once fell in love
The best thing that happened in your life...
I lay in the bed of a truck
Staring up at the stars shining bright above...
I remember the day we met,
You were so sweet and shy...
I watch feathers fall
Upon emerald green grass...
Tears started merging
from a lonely place...
Here, the night is calm, Marry.
The masses of stars and clouds are...
There will be no time
for packing luggage, weeping...
You can try all you like
But you can't push away...
I'm just an enigma
Blowing in the wind...
One word
That's all it took...
Clouds sweep the Argentina skies
As I take another glass of the...
I'm sitting on the floor
Staring at the door...
I'm becoming my worst fears,
letting the demon ruin my mind...
I really cant fight my own demons
Guess I'm Too weak to be a Fighter...
She's just a girl,
She'll be okay...
In spanish
Yo sé...
My hearts bleeding,
Numbness is real...
The moon whispers starlight upon my veranda
As I sit out in the cool kiss of night...
Even though you always reassure me
it won't happen...
"You'll be fine"
How do you know...
Another year has come to pass
Another drop of sand in life's hourglass...
With one solemn look into your eyes,
I realize where my place has been...
"Goodbye"
Are the words spoken from my loves lips...
Hope
hope is waking up every day...
To you i must say this
last two words of mine...
I'm now an old woman ...and life is cruel.
This just to make age look like a fool...
Many people say they love themselves well thats...
I thought beauty was in the eye of the beholder. I...
Blinded by so many so many distractions you never...
You used the very inner part of me in which i...
I'm scared to love again
That's where it all began...
I know i was wrong,
no way was i right...
When I'm with you, everything makes sense again.
But when I'm not with you, my thoughts consume me...
The way the pain inside of me is the only thing...
I can't figure out why I'm so numb, or why I get...
Two weeks ago
I started a poem...
A swipe of the blade.
Everthing goes away...
Time goes so slow
Now that you're gone...
Under street lights casting shadows on dark...
Still soft moonlight illuminating the night sky...
It was an early spring,
under moonlit stars...
Sacrificial beauty caresses my lips
Every inch and crevice a treat...
The music begins to satiate the air around us
While I pick my partner for this gracious dance...
A deep, scornful, resentment when i see her face,
How i try to look away...
Walking in the early morning,
The clouds are gathering in the sky...
Mom, I know I am your dearest
Although I am not the cleverest...
I walk in the rain, and harden my heart
Soaked in lies, it hurt from the start...
I can't believe my eyes,
it's such a shame i have to say goodbye...
You ask me why i cry
whenever you speak...
I'm looking at the most beautiful thing in this...
and I don't want to lose you baby girl...
Him;
Love is not a thing i get a lot...
Whisper words of hate
Into my ear as I dream...
He looked so malicious and mysterious
Yet so innocent and pure at the same time...
How euphoric was I
To yield to his every desire...
My heart is weary
Coz my mind...
I want you forever in my life
reach out and take whats mine...
Have I Told You???
Rainy days, they're not as gloomy anymore...
Upon her bed, sleeps my queen
her eyes don't flutter, her lips not parted...
When you look at me,
I own a childish smile...
I don't know why
they easily judge us...
The years roll pass
never to stop...
Hello, my name is DRUGS - I destroy homes, tear...
It feels as if we are constantly fighting a...
The kind that dosnt make sense...
My love is for you,
My heart is for you...
She Walks in Beauty... (A Sonnet)
She walks in Beauty, as Goddesses do...
My love
My love ....u spoke to my heart ....u made me feel...
Finding a broken flower stem
Burning toast...
You won't know how things come and go
There might not be tomorrow...
As I gaze upon her radiant smile
I can't help but let a tear...
Here it is
here is my suicide note...
Kill me now
put me out of my misery...
Shelby
my beautiful sister...
Down on my knees saying please...
please stay, don't go, don't leave...
Death
the one word I trully fear...
I should move on, find somebody new
But every single day, I think of you...
And the Roman soldiers laughed
When they saw their prisoners stumble...
It's your Eyes, they say
That laugh in gay abandon with the world...
You make me smile when times are hard.
You make me laugh when I'm in pain...
All of my life
have been searching...
Every day I am reminded that I am me.
I am reminded...
Like a river flowing from its source
like a dew on a blossom flower...
I LIKE YOU!
it's funny but that's just how i feel...
I feel the dark closing in on me,
No light penetrating the coffin in which I lay...
The queen sits upon her throne of hearts
Red and black mixing caustically...
My soul so empty and dead
my heart so broken and torn...
I care about you
I really do...
Remember me when I am long far gone
For you will always be there in my heart...
Go to sleep, relax your mind, try to get some...
Love is always in a hurry, and never on time. Love...
Love id doubtful, a liar, a cheat. Love never...
My love.. my love for you is like a dove..
it is inbuilt in my heart...
I swear Jesus cried that night.
It was Friday, and the skyline...
Hands claw at my feet
Darkness whispers my name...
A decade without you
feels like a decade without sun...
Smiles glistening throughout the night as my...
In my pink dress, sparkles and all, my heart...
Without you
my life is incomplet...
Slowly breaking down
I look up at the clouds...
Roses are red
violets are blue...
These people are the ones I fear for the most,
Because they feel like their good out of pride...
Your eyes shine like the morning sky. I keep...
A tsunami, a hurricane , a storm above...
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT...
I put on this face today,
so that I didn't have to feel ashamed...
He stole my heart at first glance
So I decided to give him a chance...
Don't crawl into my thoughts I don't want you to,
for when I think of this big world all I see is...
To the wolf operators the rebels hail
The POTUS says that you will surely fail...
Our love is gone,
it's been all wrong...
My memories... is my life,
Do you remember when you found me...
No one can say
They understand...
I need you so much
At the same time I do not...
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Who's the darkest of them all...
When I go for a walk
I pass by a tree...
I never though there'd be a time we'd say goodbye,
Remember when to you I used to cry...
There's an exclusive date now stored in my memory...
And it's been only a short while since I realised...
They were there when your born
when you were first moved to scorn...
When you have an idea of what you want to...
Since you didn't want me on your friendship's...
Then why have you put my soul on a chain...
Singing in the lonely breeze,
As I watch you far away...
I met him and he met me,
This is really a love story...
As you turn and look into the mirror you see only...
Inside a world no one remembers,
Lies a girl who was once fearless...
She stares back
The face of a stranger...
Back to the start,
Back to acting like I'm not here...
I painted patterns tonight.
Only the problem is, I stencilled along the...
I'd love to pick you flowers.
My hard-hearted towers...
I was the one beam of light, in a dark and morbid...
the white sheep of a darkened heard, though my...
I'm on the edge
But I won't take a step closer...
I welcome you to this little wonderland,
Where all nightmares comes from...
Dear diary,
I got you from father...
As i see the light shinning i feel myself being...
Why all the times the ones we love do not love us...
And why can't we love the ones who love us in...
I don't really know you well
but yet I can't seem to get you off my mind...
Is lithe and small
And not really...
"I'm fine."
The most common lie...
As i walk away i try to pull my self away as i cry...
God, Oh God
I want You so bad...
Pregnant at fifteen...
never thought that would apply to me...
Who am I
to go play with your heart...
Tonight might be my last
I can't live with myself...
What will you reamber of me when I'm dead
will you reamber all the good...
The past, is the past
And I have learned not to regret it...
I let your thighs
Wind me across the dance floor...
Looking left, looking right
All I see is a light...
See how the bay brushes against the grains of...
Granting the world serenity with its delightful...
When i call you
your not their, My moments you'll no where near...
Beauty,
Is it that of the pale snow...
I still remember the days,
When we first met...
You always break me
You gave me back the key...
I really thought things would change
I thought you would go back to the mom I needed...
How could you give me back the house key
How could you leave me...
Because there are things that make the world turn.
cash flows and revenue...
You used to say I was your angel with golden wings...
I can taste on my tongue
The soft summer breeze...
Your mane is flowing
Like the wind throwing...
Sometimes life is nonsense,
Creating chaos for us...
His wounds are healing in disguise!
God's word says; Faithful are the wounds of a...
When I saw her for the last time, All the Memories...
All I wanted to say was, Be Happy Where Ever U...
I walk under the sun, and spread out my arms
Try to fly in the wind and soar with my heart...
Deep in the dark, far from the sun
Sitting alone and waiting for someone...
When ever I close my eye
I see your face only...
My will to hold back my pain gave out last night,
The monsters in the shadows grasped my heart...
Tmnt
oh the good old times...
You finally decide to contact me,
but you're kind of late by about what feels like a...
The day you got your wings
My sister you were beautiful...
Such a pain, Sweet pain craved for u.Those whisper...
The passion of today run in me,
The left over passion for an hour...
Sullen and nostalgic feelings
in a blue ocean of melancholy...
Often I wish I could catch
the sunset in my palms...
My heart is breaking
into tiny bits, all because...
Black skies crying
Silver lightening flashing...
Shelby
a sweet and kind girl...
Well here we go again...
jumping into an endless sin...
Patchwork Blanket (Etheree)
It is old and worn with scattered patches...
Sparks in your eyes
The deep rumble of ur laugh...
Tangled in knots upside down
lips twirling in spirals as illusive lies...
Do you feel the coldness setting in?
I never thought I'd feel this way again...
My overdose
Day by day life seem harder...
Life grabbed me
And took me by the sleeve...
She screams so loud
My walls break down...
Dearest September
Dear Dream...
As we briefed that day
about what would occur...
I don't want to be with you
But seeing you with her...
Was it all a lie?
Did I ever even know you...
Pain
I've come to know it well...
Being just a real man.
you know how hard it was...
A place to calm down
In the center of your mind...
Nothing better
Nothing worse...
With each ignored text
my heart breaks...
These cherry blossoms
Yearn for her touch once again...
Where to begin? you saved me. you picked me up...
I always thought you were my hero the only man i...
Love is blank
Empty as life...
Looking at these crowds.
Looking all around...
Whom shall seek the beast without the beauty?
I dance and I sing the songs of my heart...
Cathy
so nice...
You give me butterflies
And make me feel like a little girl...
I am done
I quit...
Dear Love,
Girl you are my number one...
You were suppose to be my friend but you were...
I trusted you with my secrets but you turned...
Fresh wine sends aromas of
yesteryear...
Love me
Hug me...
I wish someone would understand
The feeling inside me is nothing grand...
Tonight's the night
Where I finally pass...
That ache I have clear to my bones
and so upset my stomach's roiling...
Too long's my journey,
to find my missing link...
Breathe.
That's all I can do...
I can see it in his eyes
As it takes him on a ride...
* too lonqq for a quotee so heress a shortt poem...
& Truthh iss im scaredd tuh fall inn lovee...
. . .im srryy i NEVER show yuu how muchh i LOvee...
ihtss juss i'vee been hurtt too manyy timess...
The only thing iregret is being made a fool out of...
being sad , angry , stressed out over something...
Where do I begin from,
How did this all begin...
Am I a good friend?
That depends on how I view you...
The moment I saw you first
I had a feeling that we could work...
Let's restart.
We've grown apart...
When she loves him
And he loves her...
I remember when nostalgia crawled up to me at...
and the ice-cold memories wafted into my body...
The light is dim here.
Screams are heard in the distance...
Even if we never meet
you'll always be in my dreams...
One day at night
I caught a sight...
Collision with the ground, how hard did I fall?
Was it ten stories high, or just a foot above...
LOVE IS...
Love is a feeling of Happiness, Contentment...
Such enchanting beauty
With such easy grace...
The thunder seems to be the only voice inside my...
But when the clouds have passed the sun will surly...
Sometimes time flies so fast,
But I know true friends are the ones who last...
Mama,
I'm afraid of dying in the winter...
You are amazing, you are brilliant,
You are the one that makes my good emotions...
What am I fighting for
I don't really understand...
I reamber the first time I talked to you
you made my heart race...
Britt
I thought I lost you...
Sitting here thinking back through all of the...
Another song starts up but i don't hear the words...
Kate
you are a very sweet girl...
Pills pills
the more you take the better...
Are you ok
the words I hear all the time...
These tears
are from you...
Kate
there is so much I can say about you...
29/6/12
Where to begin...
And here is the finality dear friends,
The long awaited for end...
108 days together
They aren't all consecutive though...
Many claims love is mad,
Alike you spice of life...
Be your vitamins
who will make you strong...
It was the morning after, those
sprouting dandelions poked their...
No one is like you
no one can be like you...
He smiles when she walks into the room
he's always thinking of her...
Too many days I've walked around
trying to get over you...
I want you to know that I'll always care
though we can't be together I'll always be there...
People look at us and stare
as we walk down the hall...
I know that you love her but don't give her your...
remember how many time's she's left you to fall...
Sometimes i wish i could just forget the world
she has shown me nothing but pain...
Look in my eyes tell me what do you see.
Do you see the pain that you've brought me...
Why do you lie to me?
Mom, just tell me the truth...
"How can you tell me that
you don't feel anything?"...
Whispers tell me that you're not gonna be around
the silence says so much...
This is about to hurt
It is going to hurt a lot...
Dreams
She comes to me into my dreams...
Everyone seeming to push me,
where I don't want to go...
I was love drunk at a point in my life, so...
And now as I reflect while I am devastatingly...
Love
A four letter word...
I fall...
broken...
I remember the day we met
Sitting in the coffee shoppe...
What is feminity?
She smiles a bit lost...
In my life I've noticed
There is always more than one path...
Lying awake at night
Screaming...
Girl and boy's first glance,
Is this love at first sight...
I wonder why the sky goes blue,
Really I haven't the slightest clue...
You tired of sadistic games,
when I would not contend...
What's the most romantic day of the week?
Weak in the knees...
I know I told you to stay away, that you hurt me...
And I did not lie when I said the very sight of...
Love
I do not ask for the stars to bend to my will...
...is what I am as I don't fall down crying,
When I smile but inside I'm all dead...
Voices are ringing in my head,
Why are they shouting...
You're my vice, my addiction
My romance fiction...
I try to be good.
I try to be the perfect little girl they want me...
I set rules for myself
Things to remember...
I'll never forget the day we met,
That cold winters night, the scene was set...
Fatfatfat.
Nonono...
Why are you so stupid
Why don't you care...
....Collection of commentaries from two poets....
Starring at your picture all day long...
Dear Ex this is for you...
Love is torture and pain waiting to begin...
So this tale ends and yet we begin a new.
This was a sad and woeful tale...
I look inside false hearts and minds trying to...
I was young when we met,
You & I were different people...
Thee mighty one of my heart,
Thy juicy fruit of my time...
Late night
bad fight...
I want to be with You in the morning
I want to walk with You in the day...
Days go by that I don't think about you
That I don't care about you and that I don't...
There's something nostalgic about
dimly-lit roads and faded footpaths...
I feel the emptiness in which your presence had...
Where we displayed for all to witness jealously...
She is different.
She see anything strange...
I am holding on
when all I do is fall...
One life ends them all
and deat makes a ripple affect...
I'm at my breaking point
the next thing that hurts me...
Hanging takes to long
Cutting to bloody...
What is my drug of choice
you may ask...
Dragon
they were hunted down to the very last...
The ruler of the skies
the creator everything feared...
What was the odds of
meeting a girl like you...
I can take pain
I can take a beating...
Everything has changed.
For the better or worse...
Once there was a guy
who went thru so much pain...
Sitting alone in my dark room
my knife is calling me...
Paradise
the one thing everyone wants...
Protecting the ones I love
the people whi means everything to me...
What cures a broken heart
cutting helps...
All the words you say
all the names you have called me...
The one I will alway love is you
you Sarah...
I have a death wish
I wish I could die...
Depression
a word we all fear...
I'm a monster
that's a fact...
Why can't everyone hate me
and not love me at all...
Of all the people who I know
it is you who I treasur...
Is this life
is this what I'm ment to do...
Here I am
so fuckin stoned...
Heart disintegrates
cold, frozen; lonely inside...
These lovers constantly at war
in love; alas it can not be...
You left my bed
Left my head...
Fuck this
fuck the world...
Can you hear my heart's breath?
Shallow and ragged, unsure of its meaning...
I stare absently at the footsteps she left behind
those that were accompanied by my best friend's...
You are the cause
You are my pain...
My heart is natural...My love cannot be placed...
It lingers in my room,
It dimmers all that blooms...
I feel broken and used, i feel useless and abused...
Skin lingering with an edge of frost, awaiting to...
but a pond action...
She lays in my arms,
Fragile was she...
Don't wanna see his face,
Don't wanna hear the sweet lies...
You look at me like something has changed,
little do you know my whole world has been...
I'm standing in the rain, the drops merging with...
heartbroken, lost, trust is now merely a myth...
I found a simple kind of beauty in the way you...
At first I did not see it, I confess it took me...
I remember when you said I love you
I remember when I said I love you too...
Gone are the days of warm hues.
They are just memories now...
I know you understand
When I say I miss you...
This morning I woke up wishing I was the pillow...
I woke up wishing to be the wind and the deliver...
Another day nears its end
as night dances around the horizon...
Another wish,I don't need that.
I just need one, To be with you...
Sadness it may bring.
in your heart when you hear...
If i had and i will be given.
A chance to wish from a fairy god mother...
If i told you these words
oh girl yes i mean it...
For me you are perfect.
No one is above you...
Your body will be rotten.
a few years it will decayed...
Whats the point of having a brain
if you stil act stupid...
Tell me why you're so hard to reach,
even though you're right in front of me...
You hate me because i broke your heart.
you're mad at me because i stole you're stuff...
When you meet mental illness
Amongst the pain,self doubt and stillness...
You don't need to be mine.
just think of you i'm satisfied...
It seems i can't hold back.
try to commit suicide...
He....
Breathes life back into to a cold dead corpse...
Not by these cords are we found
Pick one up while the other is down...
Big sister you never knew
I was there the whole time...
That night in the weight room I looked into your...
That night in the weight room I turned away so you...
I don't know why I exspected any different
Why I thought I found love...
Now I'm putting the knife down
thoughts of grieve runs through my mind...
I have been picking up myself
As the pieces come together...
You first knew me when I loved your best friend
I broke his heart now you want revenge...
Trains..
Waiting for the London train, I did so many times...
You are the brains of the operation
The heart that keeps our family together...
His baggage is heavier than mine
and the spirits of the place can't understand...
'twas the night I slept, dreaming, drooling
'twas a peaceful dream of a greater power ruling...
I believe in a place
Much different than I know...
Corpse and bone
Caught my zone...
Kindhearted and wonderful
Everything about you is beautiful...
You said you'd never leave me,
Yet you did...
Death surrounds me.
I'm left all alone...
Do you promise to love all of me,
Can you handle it all...
Feelings, the things I never thought I'd know.
Well, you proved me wrong...
Flick, flick, flick,
Flash...
Dark sky,
Night falls...
A person who thinks
they know what their heart believes...
To hold me when I'm hurt, when I'm emotionally...
When I'm defeated and fell like I cant go on, he...
The cogs stopped twisting,
The hand stopped ticking...
Hear a soul's whisper
floating through the trees...
Yellow is the colour of the sun,
When it is out you can have lots of fun...
Oh weary heart, please hush your weeping beats
and calm the storm that rages with your fears...
When I close my eyes you're the one I see.
Never leaving my mind...
Believing
in yourself...
Hold me as
a beautiful thought...
A treacherous bitch is what I've become,
A soul who won't blink twice as I tell you a...
Death
the one word we all fear but know...
As her tears fall like acid from her eyes
Her pain, emotional and physical...
Someone special I met today.
I was out shopping this day, just going my way...
Teardrops fall quickly, ending the masquerade
Buried 'neath brandy too strong to soothe my...
The hardest part of saying Goodbye was holding...
Mother mother,
See me weep...
I called you I was in tears.
I told you my fears...
Hello world; no better then everyone else.
The strongest power is in my chest...
How can i tell you that you mean the world to me?
i know we have never met but i cant live without...
I feel so alone,
What should I do...
The little I've known about you
From what I've read about You...
I know ive never met you
but secretly i love you...
I miss you baby
Oh so much...
[It was during a harsh moment in my life that I...
It was the dawn of a sweet relationship...
The walls are closing in
I can't breathe...
I am so blessed to have a man like you. I love you...
This isn't chess..he's not a pawn.
It's not about trying to checkmate me...
Give me one more chance!
I would like to dance...
Discovering the past..
You may never know...
If we had daughter, I'll name her Natalie.
She will probably look like her mom. And...
Alone in the wilderness of a pitch black forest,
the only light roars from a burning ember...
Walking in him!
Since Jesus departed this world, our hearts have...
Worry doth not find me bathing
in a cave of sleepless nights...
O Rosaline, on this night I must declare myself...
I see your sapphire eyes sparkle in the moonlight...
Day by day I am forgetting you
like the steps of a tortoise...
What is the point
all I know is pain...
Time flies by like birds,
fleeing the winter, except...
In a world filled to our teeth
With sorrow disgust and bad taste...
I could be the one
I could be the one...
It's true how people say distance doesn't affect...
until recently, that wasn't something I really...
The summer sun was broken then,
its warmth drifting...
Long after we put things behind
You were in my dreams tonight...
To whom do I owe the pleasure?
I leave behind mere scrapes in the snow...
When you touch me it's a high I can't explain...
I feel a feeling that's impossible to speak. When...
As days go bye. I find myself Asking the same...
If only you could have seen all the tears i cried...
The healing power of love.
It comes from our Father above, the God who IS...
"how do you manage
to still talk to her...
He says that I am the perfect girl.
He uses 'I love you' like an excuse...
I just want to be with you,
baby no one else will do...
Your laughter speaks the loudest
And you tell me that you're fine...
Here I am again
breaking promises...
If your heart had the gift of speech,
tell me what would it say...
I wear the armor
forged in hades...
Science states that
opposites attract and...
My head rests gently upon your chest
as it slowly rises up and down...
Darkness, darkness all around.
From dark clouds above, to thier shadows on the...
Lying here in my bed,with lights switched off,
Thinking of the guy who changed me overall...
The unborn child
never to be born...
I tried to get you to see this is who I am who I...
Misjudging mirror,
you stare at me...
"Man will fly some day".
Impossible echoed the room...
Did I not stir the sharp taste of past
in my sweetened cup of tea...
Nicolas heard a sad tune
inviting him towards itself...
Dear Admiral,
I wonder what color is the...
Moon Shadow Dance
it's a deep dark night...
They smell him
And the blood rushing...
You taught me of fire,
mimicking its fury with limbs aloft...
I met a girl in september
she made me smile and...
Let it be
I was told...
You are special
that's no lie...
Why I do it
is what you ask...
I Grasp My Heart.
Which she has torn apart...
The dark winter starts
empty stomach of orphans...
Despite all sweet rain -
that the sky pours to the sea...
You will never know
who'll awake you when you sleep...
Home is where it is, shelter from the storm
A place in the heart always safe, and warm...
Society Changes
Current mood: accomplished...
"I have not come to call the righteous but...
What do you suppose would be the key word in this...
Brilliant Sunshine
How may I write of her beauty...
Once there was born a heavenly King.
Wise men brought Him Frankincense & Myrrh...
Inspired by the poem "Repairs" by Andrew...
Tools flood the garage...
I didn't want it to end this way you promised you...
As her words spilled out I knew the same tears but...
Let no shame shine on his tears-
Let him grieve, let him grieve...
A bleeding curse prey on my existence.
It follows and devours in its own twisted fashion...
It plays me like an easy tune.
It breaks me down in structures of chords...
Inspired by the poem "After The Attack"...
Mom and Dad don't look both ways...
I look through my window pane.
Can't scream out loud, I am lame...
Daddy did you ever hear me?
Daddy do you really love me...
My Life
all filled with Strife...
Nature made us
so we could find...
There was a chill in the room when I came to...
I had answered my own question...
With you there was no need
to borrow a pen, simply all you...
Behind the hair on my face, are these blood shot...
I'm such a disgrace...
Blood is pouring
I am crying...
Once again i have done wrong, this happens often...
I am hopeful, but I am hidden.
I wonder if things will ever be the same again...
My head is filled with emotions
And I cant take it anymore...
Seeping into nothingness. Crying out for help with...
There is a time just after the sun sets
when all are in bed, fear comes out to play...
No one hears.
no one hears my screams of sorrow...
It hurts loving you
but knowing your inlove with someone else...
I cut to help myself
I am myself when I cut...
A promise is like a piece of rope,
Alone the strands are week...
Your eyelids are the color of winter
morns where aghast clouds blush the faintest...
Boiling rage
Hidden within...
Thoughts of yours in ma heart with a perfect tune,
I walk slowly in the rain of June...
"Come, pretty birds, from your cold nest,
And listen to the story of ma angel praise...
You believe that -
Since I'm still breathing...
Through clenched teeth, her breath is shallow.
Perfectly still behind closed doors, she awaits...
I have bitter and twisted secrets
Raging wars in my head...
I trusted you
But you're just the same...
It's kind of hard to describe what it's like.
So I need you to imagine something...
I'm wandering the streets
But nothing seems to help...
I'll have you know, I wrote a poem five minutes...
and erased every word. Would one present a King...
If you could just realize how broken I am
then maybe you would see that loving him was never...
Has anyone ever told you that you're beautiful?
You're the sound of piano keys composing a...
Looking back to my life
I used to be happy...
I needn't look for happiness
its right here in me...
Just the thought of you
Brightens my whole day...
Sometimes I sit back and think
I think of everything I went through...
Pamper me with your poetry,
whisk me away into a foreign land...
As I lightly stroke "Liquid Raven"
across my eager nails...
I am the teabag you so crave,
my brand appealing to your taste buds...
I always break down crying
I hardly have happiness...
I can't take it anymore
faking being happy...
My death
is something I long for...
Why did you have to do it
you promised me you wouldn't leave...
Smell the flowers of many Mays
See the golden sunshine rays...
Blue skies with shades of grey, my sun shines on...
New mornings with the lightest breeze, body rock...
Hold my hand, and run with me
Smile, laugh, and have fun with me...
Hello you're back and it has never felt better
You are cunning, sweet, and oh so clever...
If the good die young then I guess I'll live...
Because my thoughts are horrible and my actions...
I wrote you a letter, expecting no reply
I waited by the mailbox, although I cannot tell...
Shield your eyes from the lonely girl,
Her face full of piercings, her heart...
If he had a cold, I'd bring him soup or something...
I would do everything I could to keep him warm...
Delicate colorful butterflies interlace
With each direction turned they flutter...
Cathy
just saying your name brings a smile to my face...
Scarlett
your quite an amazing girl...
You may think of me as strong and kind
but how i see myself you don't know...
I cut to let my heart cry
each drop of blood is a tear from my heart...
This is true love
from the first time I talked to you...
Pills are my life
they help me live...
You guys mean not the world to me
but all of space and time...
Fright in the voices of the strong
the weak don't know what to do...
This one's for the rapists,
the molesters and abusers...
...
by A piece of my broken heart is embedded in you forever
A distant soul connected with another distant soul
So far apart yet the sadness and pain connected...
It holds me together,
Yet tears me apart...
Just leave me
I'm not worth it...
I ain't gonna lie
Tonight I might die...
You are my sister
I love you...
Kate your an amazing girl
you have always been there for me...
If I lost you
I don't know where I'd be...
The past...
It can't control you...
My scarlet letter
is my arm...
I feel so broken
My heart feels shattered...
There's nothing better than you
You gave me more love...
Last words told
I'm sry mom...
You love is like the sun shining brightly
Slowly taking my breath away today...
Silent Hearts
The flower bloomed, inside a heart...
I would cry.
I want to...
Set me free, save my soul,
Man was not meant to live in the constrains of...
They scream freak.
They sneer at my clothes...
So the ghosts of my past
comes back to haunt me...
Tonight is my last night
it's my time...
The voices
they won't get out of my head...
Can you hear it? The sound of betrayal that
lingers outside windows of those who have...
Hes that solider on the front line the one im...
Afraid they will get the call that says hes been...
There will come a day where I vanish from your...
Scratched walls resemble the ocean
once tainted by a monsoon...
Out of sight, out of mind
But when I see you, I'm in a bind...
Darkness is my gravity. As it weighs
on me, bare skin brushes against rocks...
My hands are shaking,
my heart is racing...
Dead sleep
To full consciousness...
Here it is the perfect suicide. But what way...
What happened to us in the past?
What caused our hearts to seperate...
Inside my blood, Pluto freezes
with such a violence before...
Here I am
all alone in this world...
I told you I loved you
you spited in my face...
Here I am again
knife in my hand...
Your love
your love is what I dream of...
The true me is not the guy you see. I'm a monster...
The pine forest must
burn to the ground for new trees...
Life can be hard. Life can be horible. It can...
My heart belongs to you
I can't fully love someone else...
My heart
A razor blade...
Who I am. I am that monster you created. I am that...
I just don't realize
How you have made this difficult phase...
If you look inside me
You won't find anything...
When we first met I made fun of your name,
And even though I knew it was lame...
Whispers of doubt kills me inside,
I scream I love you to shove away the pain...
Every day when I wake up
I say "I will forget you today"...
As I lay in the dark waters,
Hearing so many sad voices crying out my name...
No matter what I seem to do,
I end the day thinking of you...
by A piece of my broken heart is embedded in you forever
She starts to walk away,
I scream.....my heart will always belong to you...
My bloody muscle aches
every time i purposely stare at your face...
Like a story begining with once upon a time this...
I remember thinking that when I was sixteen
I could break free from the abuse...
Amazing how two words you said, ‘it’s over.'
Dug deep inside me...
A shattered glass
A forgotten outcast...
They said she couldn't do it. Said she would crack...
Getting my head out of water
a soldier is born...
Havent you noticed? Any of you? Youre my friends...
Im tired of hearing "are you okay?"...
As I lie in my bed
I stare at the ceiling...
Yes, everyday you can see me smile
But what you dont see is my denial...
Do you remember some time ago?
I asked if you were perfect but you said no...
You have forgiven me
And even showed your smile...
I'll be your own bartender,
Listen to your problems...
Today, you're not here
So I'll lay, dreaming you're near...
Is my angel will come back, so many nights passed...
The stars is all i see and wish that they move in...
So hard is the time, a sadness with no end
to be without the one i love, the one who was my...
Give me your pain, let me hold you ever so tight.
Give away the silence, let me love you all thru...
Sweet but painful,
True but often fake...
The damge has been done now its an addiction. It...
Not caring if the blood gets everywhere. Not...
Will you be the one?
The perfect one...
Beneath your lies is there some kind of truth...
Weeks with a phone call here and there. I was...
Standing there together. Laughing crying all done...
I sit here alone
thinking to my self...
Green eyes shining so birght
straight hair as black as a moonless night...
What I am destined to be is nothing. Nothing good...
Like Romeo and Juliet our love is forrbidden to...
You say we can run away. Be together forever. But...
I know, you felt bad, being just a friend...
I've made you somewhat emotive and you were driven...
One day when you love me
Your mind will be restless...
I'm in the middle of no where
Holding a heart so heavy...
The dearness you had on me,
Was utmost it was amazingly special...
I love you more than words can explain.
everyday i wake up...
I want to stay like you
I want my love for you to be dead...
You are like the ocean
I can watch for hours...
You were the twist that swirled around my heart
And struggled to grab away my peace...
No more secrets to hide
I let them take off...
Waiting is a hard struggle
That I have involved in...
You have given me reasons,
reasons to live...
There is no celebration,
while your gone...
Our love,
shall stay strong...
How things have changed
You were the light of my life once...
I see your smiles,
you give to him...
She was terribly beating down,
piece by piece her soul is broken...
Like a blizzard,
this white-out...
Lets take a walk,
across a meadow...
I thought i had loved before,
until i met you...
Grab my hand,
pull me close...
You are fat
you need to lose weight...
The magic man
winks at me making me...
Forever in this darkness is
where I remain. Drowning in my...
A billion miles,
separate your smile...
So much is placed
in the written word...
She sits alone,
no friends...
Sitting here feeling so empty inside,
alone in my dark room i lay around and hide...
Every time you messed with my head
All the things you did and you said...
Peering into my mind, is a fools errand my friend
Not even i can begin to speculate...
The pain and sorrow locked inside
A love for you that never died...
You said that you love me
I believed you and I fell for you...
You make me smile with just a hello
You make me warm when it's 10 below...
I have one question for you
Why'd you have to leave...
Ironic isn't it? That when words fail music speaks
Each track takes on a new meaning of being unique...
I feel the storm approaching
Storm clouds dance in my vision...
Jaded eyes allure and seduce,
A wicked smile is hidden behind a dragon fan...
I gave my heart
to a monster...
I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say...
It took me awhile to swallow
you whole but once I could taste...
I read it somewhere,
That the lot of us...
Our day
will be the day...
Sometimes i sit and wonder why
why time has flown by...
I've tried to mend my heart
But it aches with every beat...
Your the breath that i take,your every step i...
Late one evening
both filled with solemnity and sorrow...
I hold on to the memories that are fading fast...
Hiding crying living a lie never showing what I...
I am the stranger walking alone,
leaning to the right with packages...
Im tired of getting in trouble
for things i do right...
Tears run down like a razor blade,
The wind caresses my lips...
I think about death in the morning
while combing my hair, examining...
You're the reason i am me,
you're the breath that i breathe...
You are my first love...
My first time...
Here we lie
Ready to die...
((This is far from my best work...it was a good...
I'm sick of you shit...
Burning
Smell of...
I am not the girl you once knew
Starstruck by pretty faces...
How can cascading eyes,
leave me with sable lenses...
Silence overwhelms me
I encounter the darkness...
Go ahead, tell me things
Things that I've already heard before...
"Rain Rain come again,
Take the tears and the pain away...
When a soul is caged,
trapped in bars, etched...
Thy "lost bride"
Wondering the streets all alone...
Life is tough and cruel
it doesnt stop...
My world it seems
so dark and gloom...
The memories of you stab my heart to death
No one is like you...
Oh beautiful princess with tears in your eyes,
whatever has made you so sad...
Sometimes you can do everything right
You can love with all your heart...
Shivering from coldness, she sits alone
in the abandoned forest of over grown trees...
Today i was taken out of the box for the first...
bye: Elissa mershon...
I had hoped that this day would never come
The time when i realized you weren't the one...
You never know what you've lost,
until it slips away...
What happens will happen, even if we cry;
It does not seem to matter what we think...
You know that I am broken
And that I need time to heal...
I really thought I was over you
I didnt think Id care...
Ive searched so many places,
Trying to find the one for me...
I always miss you much even though you have really...
Do you miss me...
Today, I am leaving this world,
And in my last breath i am with you...
The strong man, Jesus!
Has the Savior come your way, have you been set...
I Once Was Down And Blue
But i Have Grown Stronger Thanks To You...
Sing to me your favorite song as you fade into the...
you know the one , where we would sing along...
If you dig to deep you'll just find the bottom
Of the place where u sit to be unforgotten...
Feeling unhappy -
for my dearest not talking...
Tell me now if this is it
Prove to me that this is the end...
I see a girl who's trying to hide all her pain.
Her tomorrow's will always bring the same...
I learned what is life?
but i never learn how to live without you...
Yesterday is always there
And tomorrow is a mystery...
Living life feeling ashame
wanting to cry or hurt yourself...
I'm surprised you can't see my pain
I'm wondering why...
Are Love Used To Run Wild And Free ,
But I No Longer have You Beside Me...
Do you pray in the morning?
I am not used to do that...
Tired of bieng beat
tired of bieng hated...
Darkness. Once shrouded in the grey.
You are a liar. That's why I let you get away...
Heart is on mute
want to turn the volume up...
I'll never understand why life hurts sometimes
to the point where the pain is just too much...
I made one last promise not too long ago. Not to...
Days go by and I'm alone
I can't feel my body or my bones...
Lies are all I hear.They cover up the truth for...
Roses are red and violets are blue
I will always love you and its the truth...
I was watching the beautiful sky
just lying in the grass like a bed of feathers...
Living life and thinking of the past
how i used to be good but now im bad...
The pain of a broken heart is the worst of them...
you try to stand strong, but all u do is fall...
The worst part about love is talking with
someone you once used to be so in love with...
Unwanted, Unknown to all who see to all who...
Hate is the Truth and Hate is a Lie
We will always be Friends till the Day I die...
Heart torn to pieces. To far gone to be mended...
If I could write a letter to me
I would send words of praise...
Like sticky black shadows acting as webs, Darkness...
What people see of me is just an act a mask...
Ive been pushed away only to be brought back again...
A broken promise is all I've known. People say I...
Stuck in time stuck in space. As I walk away with...
O'Gentle love have I finally realized thee?
Across the vast I searched. Never understanding...
Sometimes words lose their charm
when emotions swirl around the soul...
I'm falling yet again
Repeat of back when...
We had so much chemistry
That even you could see...
Just Seing My Love With Someone Els Making Me Fall...
Just Sitting Here And Wondering How Much They Mean...
You broke my heart once you said time to move on,
i love you! now your gone...
Budapest is not so far when
Your tenderness is formed behind...
These words were spoken long ago
I don't want to hear it this time...
The pain I feel can not be said nor can it be put...
Behind this mask I hide
Just trying to conceal...
Hey there girl, you're lookin' so beautiful.
I tell you I Love it when I see you smile...
I don't know why.
It doesn't matter...
As the town around me sleeps.
I surround myself in lonely weeps...
No body knows what I'm holdin' inside,
I try my hardest not to run and hide...
She
Just like a falling leaf she came...
You got my hopes up
as I waited for your call...
Do you remember that night we sailed the seas?
Hidden under a blanket of stars and the...
Don't give up hope, you can get better,
The memories may not leave...
A girl sits alone,
Thoughts all torn...
I sometimes
question myself...
The night is swarthy and I've been thinking
about you lately, wondering if you're eating well...
Distorted
My memmory has been aborted of distortion...
You are my love now
Sometimes u make me feel that our love is perfect...
Set Fire to the Rain
Cabeza...
Drowning in a pool of blood,
Why’d you throw me in the mud...
I was a victim of a broken heart and it hurt so...
This broken mess held together
With the one strand you pulled away...
Remember the first time I fell for you?
I haven't gotten up since...
No more lies in my mind.
Pushing forward for whats in store...
The dip between her chin and
collar bone has mouths parted like...
The flower's dew drops that have fallen,
just like those unworthy...
I miss the way you would make me blush...
I miss the you would tell me I'm beautiful...
To Know that YOU still love HER, it hurts
The way SHE makes YOU feel, Its so painful...
I hate that YOU put me here,
In this depressed mood...
I've come to the conclusion I'm wasting
ink like I'm misusing my time...
Listen to me!
For just a damn second...
This poem goes out to Amanda Todd, a 15 year old...
I might have failed to open up and share,
that these feelings are not new...
I can still fill the tears running down my face.
I was unaware of your presence, your glory, your...
I know people will say bad things about our...
"How do you know he's not cheating with you...
I was this kid
this lonely,innocent kid...
No matter how hard I try, its just so hard to do..
to spend my life this way, knowing I can't have...
What do you do when everything you love is being...
What do you do when there's nothing left to say...
So they set up a date,
After school the next day...
Sometimes in the game of life,
you get dealt cards you could live without...
Sitting on the sand,
Listening to the sound of the waves brushing into...
The smiles we shared
the soft, passionate kisses...
I know that someone broke your heart. That stupid...
He never loved you and it showed. I warned you...
I never thought I'd see the day
When we would go our separate ways...
I was once colourful
with gold and turquoise...
Open the book,
And turn the page...
Do you remember the days
of you and I and...
Little Miss Princess thinks she’s got...
Well so do I and I’ll play the same...
Words
that I scroll...
Reminiscing on our love,
I recall the day you came home...
I can still smell your scent
on the pillow next to me...
My smile is as hollow as my heart
Hidden behind the deception of happiness I'm still...
Can't hold on; don't want to let go
But there goes my love finding the flow...
It may sound weird
We have only met short...
I Believe in God above
and Angels at His feet...
I see them sitting there, so pretty.
Sitting there and staring right at me...
There is so much more going on in me
Than anyone can see...
I'm lost again in this crowd,
Looking for a way out...
Everything I do,
Everything I see...
A flightless bird with a bloody maw
Has fallen to my bedroom floor...
Why do people who don't believe in God try to drag...
I miss how you were always there,
Telling me that you loved me...
You pretend to be strong and calm
You manage to smile behind the lost charm...
Its true I've finished,
that my soul has vanished...
I wonder what my life will be
how am I suppose to be...
Please help my grieving mother
Because she is sad everyday...
Imagine a day with no rain.
Imagine a day without pain...
Never did you promise love to guaranty tomorrow.
Shameful guilt burns my face for idiocy tomorrow...
My heart used to be a great wall
Against the army of love...
I can't say i like you anymore,
But there's those days when i think i do...
You and I, just sounds so right,
Him and her, go hand in hand...
People always say,
Things happen for a reason...
As I remence on the days that we had together.
I cry...
I looked at him for the first time and not...
I now sit at home only thinking about him. Why is...
You were the first guy
that i trusted with all my heart...
The memories of you are starting to fade away,
it's time to say goodbye to yesterday...
Here today, gone tommorow,
that's how the story of how life goes...
You see me standing here,
tears falling down my face...
Red is the symbol of love,
hearts burning with lust...
I see A pony
I tell my Brony...
Love me as if it was your last day on earth,
because that's the only time when your love will...
Perhaps this will be the only poem
I will ever unclothe with sadness...
When im around you every thing changes,
when i met you i thought it was real...
You have an amazing Gift
over a million years it wont come...
A broken rainbow in my Heart,
with colours now all changed to blue...
A memory is just a memory
that can only stay fresh...
If we are friends.
Then why do I want run you...
Our Friendship is powerful.
And takes on the form of any mystic...
I see the scar.
From afar...
Early days photo
My lovely family is...
This isnt supose to feel this way
You always come up with the right things to say...
Sometimes I wonder what if we were to stop being...
I'm leavin' town just the way that you like,
outa your hands& outa your sight...
What is good about you anymore
You call me a bitch but guess what...
Fireworks explode across the pages in my mind,
Taking me back to the first time we met...
If I could be your
saviour and protect...
The fire has taken what life I have built
I am given a choice but I am too sick with guilt...
Im sorry for being
Sorry for taking part...
You've seen me run you've seen me cry
You've seen how I look up at the sky...
My pain is deep my pain is sharp
This pain will tare apart my heart...
This is not how you should see me this is not who...
these are just my feelings of sadness and despair...
Love's amazing!
Love can wound and cure...
It is a cold time now
Even there is no snow...
You're the "Angelica" in my eyes
That swifts beyond the horizon of Love...
Was i nervous,
you bet your life...
She sat beneath
her rose ice-cream tree...
You got me, I got you,
I'm scared...
Made on January 24, 2011 at 12:55 am
i have no words to say...
Life passes by
not skipping a single beat...
I heard.
That you weren't cured...
I am in darkness
Waiting for the light...
Forget me...
When I'm gone...
In the Darkness
I sit with my heart torn in two...
I've always dreampt,
dreams so real...
I've thought,
realized a bit...
As you can see
I am perfectly fine...
I Stand alone... I wait for you to catch me. If I...
-Darclyfe...
You look me in the eyes..
You see the pain...
Crying,
I feel like I want to...
Your laughter still lingers
in the air like a springtime...
When emotions take over I stumble and fall. When...
Age of six
He loved her so...
I regret taking another path
yes, i did handle every hardship fall upon me...
I can already remember memories of me and you,
I can hear you calling me, to never let you go...
We've come from different places,
We've come in different sizes...
She lays upon those fallen broken wings and yet...
To stop her pain she makes 3 more of her each...
Ur pain, ur hurt, you put me thro a lot of crap
u lie to me u told me u love me u told me care but...
I lay here as my dreams brake and shatter
But I do nothing about it...
I have never felt this way before, to me you'll...
I want to be your night to come shining, to be...
I miss you so..
Even tho your gone my heart cant let you go...
One silent night looked up the sky and saw the...
Stood there a while thought with a sigh ... When...
I feel we get on really well,
when we chat i can tell...
You said you wanted to die
So you smoke weed and wonder why...
I'm getting old and there's still no you
so i'm gonna do what i wanna do...
You, a pancake house,
often drizzled my palms in maple...
There was a very cautious man,
he never laughed or played...
Even if darkness covers my vision,
I will not allow it to cause any division...
Best friends to the end best friend until we die...
this is decated to my friend chris he the best...
You was my first and you was my last the feelings...
decade to salina...
This Poem is for me only...
FYI ppl i made this poem up i was bored! :) enjoy...
Love me please...
And as the engine roared wild,
They left me all alone to fight...
And now its impossible to let you go,
For there will be left no hope...
When some one touches you,
But it scars your heart...
I used to hear his laughter,
As he described the world around us...
Tears I weep now.
Come from the soul...
I look at you and i cry
My Love, you have been raped...
On mornings like this one,
with the birds silent...
Broken eyes look heavenwards
trying to find peace within a glass bed...
Dead of the night
Shadows in the light...
Sunrise
golden graceful...
The mark on my face
From your boot and lace...
This is for Paige my sister
the night was cold...
My first love
strong an true...
I can't take this anymore
The feeling of suffocation...
So i have to tell you something...
your all i want your all i think of and your...
My friends say when you come near
I start to sweat in fear...
The world is spinning out of control
It never stops spinning...
Missing
To find your lips...
This poem was to my ex boyfriend that thought he...
Tears Rolling...
"I stood still, vision blurring, & in...
I need a friend, a friend i can trust
I need someone there through the easy and the...
~ I wanna get lost from my life sometimes, sit on...
They call her beauty of night,
Flawless skin, shimmers white...
Okay so my daughter and my friend isn't dead I...
Staring at this starry night I give my thanks...
In and out of pain I walk down this lonely road
Just the memories of you and I to make myself grow...
You helped me through my troubled times.
You love me for myself...
If I die tonight
Without saying my...
Long years ago, I fell in love
With the most beautiful creature I ever had...
Two thin lines are upon my wrists,
each giving away the most beautiful red wine...
This fuzzy feeling you give me inside
no other man can make me feel this high...
Without you i cannot breathe
without knowing your mine i cannot sleep...
I stood right there,
with tears in my eyes...
I love him because...
I like his thick eyebrows...
I hate it! I hate it!
I want to burst it out...
I want this river of red to drain from this...
Make myself float upon that white light that takes...
It's two o'clock in the morning,
My mind is still awake...
The night were so gloom,
loneliness starts to born...
Staring along to the wilderness
Nothing to see but his face...
A little lost boy
craving attention...
Laying around,
Always at home...
Lean over and kiss me,
darling and lace your...
You said you loved me
Guess we are not meant to be...
When I first saw you
I was afraid to get near you...
My teardrops fall.
I watch them hit the floor...
I reach over in the dark.
My fingers desperate searching...
Lately, All we seem to do is fight,
the love is slowly disappearing into thin air...
She's tired of all games and jokes.
They do nothing but cause her pain...
There was this girl,
who loved her boyfriend with all her heart...
Softly weeping as he begins to die,
she begs hime not to leave her side...
When A Father Hits His Daughter, What Goes Through...
Its Not The Pain, You See...
Another day gone by.
I still go unnoticed and unknown to you...
You say goodbye.
I say just wait a minute...
Mist curls around me
capturing me in it's damp grasp...
Knees buckling together, collapsing her to the...
her mind destroying every ounce of hope...
Lost in a dream,
Nothing is reality...
We've been talking for some time now,
during that time i've fallen for you...
Hiding my face in my blanket
i'm trying to avoid you...
Years gone by, wearing the same fake smile,
real happiness is something i haven't felt in a...
My heart is gone I am now dead,
Laying on the floor on the carpet stained red...
Your beautiful blue eyes your cute smile
you pretend to not care because you are in denial...
A part of me wants to leave you alone.
A part of me wants for you to come home...
Today is not like tomorrow
Tomorrow is not like today...
See Alice falling down the rabbit hole,
falling fast hitting the ground, losing all self...
I thought you were different, different from the...
but turns out you were just some jerk who left me...
Dedicated To Charlene, and every girl I've once...
I am a ghost of the person you once knew...
My tears softly fall into the water,
but they scream as loud as a meteor making a...
People always say that time heals all,
not really, not when you've put up a wall...
I wish you would love me the way i love you
i wish you would care for me as i care for you...
Just going through this thing called life,
not wanting mine to be full of strife...
I love you so much more then words can say,
its your love that ables me to get thru the day...
There's this clown,
they have the ability to make you smile never...
I never understood
the way your head works...
The want, the urge, the despiration,
To have a love, an inspiration...
Everyone tells me that I'm the rock and glue that...
The wind is making the rain
slap against the window pane...
Until today
There was this smile...
Reconstruct the strands of vigilant time
and cull the pixaleted history...
A swirl of silence,
wraps nostalgic whiff of tea...
In your mind, in your skin,
It crawls, it feeds...
Finally you beat me, the flu,
And the needles found flesh to dig in...
Again it happened today
I allowed myself to get hurt...
I miss your laugh
i miss your face...
Let me show you what I can see
Let me show you how different I am...
I love u when i think about u i love u when i feel...
You make a bet with all your friends
Saying that you'll "score"...
Mom may I go out to play
yes but stay away...
I sit and watch silently,
As you two spend your time together...
Your back in my life,
Maybe I should be glad...
I want sad music to play
I want to see the tears...
Thoughts fall like leaves,
rot like fruits without teeth...
Tavern of passion drapped dreams,
A pure feel, pure cooperation as it seems...
It seems like I sail to changing winds
But I always come round the bend...
When I look deep enough into your eyes, I see...
I see the hurt, I see it so clearly, I see...
I called you last night, and then I hung up when...
I called to hear your voice one last time...
Your eyes don't lie to me. It's not just your...
I took my hand to my heart yesterday...Just to see...
Have you ever felt like
all you had was gone...
Did you ever notice
the sensation that comes...
Im not here
you dont see me...
You were such a good friend to me
I thought I could trust you...
I looked into her eyes
I got lost in their depth...
The voices are sinking and the words won't come...
I'm bleeding from the inside I'm bleeding my way...
The dripping of my heart painfully
Leaking through my chest in agony...
The September rain falls
It hides my tears...
When I close my eyes and I see you
The world turns to a different view...
Stars in the sky
Which've come to spy...
And i hear your voice,
right behind me...
I was alone, with nobody to care about my broken...
this isn't fair, I started crying...
Kiley woke up to a sort of pressure on her lips
Damien kissed her to wake her up...
On a rusty yellow autumn
afternoon I sat there; as the...
Why not rip out my heart
replace it with something more practical...
I heard our song at the bar tonight
I saw a girl who looked and dressed like you...
You said I must wait
I waited...
Knife to the skin
Convictions in doubt...
Frozen in the past
He stalks the world...
Alone and alive
a thresh-hold of hope...
It was a rainy cold day
When I was on my way...
I cant take this hurt
so now i will slowly insert...
By Rihanna
I live in pain...
A tear ran down Kiley's cheek
Damien felt really bad...
Tell me if you're going to be alright
That I shouldn't worry at all because you won't...
I remember you took me to the park
It was nothing but dark...
Screaming to you with my last breath
Hearing nothing you just keep walking forward not...
The story began a long time ago,
with two small children, a boy and a girl...
I do not think I am meant to have friends
Everyone lets me down or betrays me...
There's this sad love song that everyone knows -
The words, the melody; it's quite sad and slow...
Pain pain go away!
Please do not come back another day...
First part of the poem is from Bashar Al Assad To...
What's so good about love?
It causes nothing but pain...
We didnt really know each other
At first, things were a little weird...
You've been a good friend, through good times and...
And when your feeling down it makes me sad...
She sits alone in the back of the class,
Knowing that she will always be last...
You kissed me once i felt desire
you kissed me again i felt pain...
Today is dull
Slowly dragging along...
My notebook is full
Of all your lies...
A touch so warm
a kiss so soft...
Arms out just waiting for me
Soft lips that tempt me beyond my limits...
Please don't leave me i need you please don't do...
This poem is for my bf we each have a poem for the...
We were friends once upon a time...
You were my Sis and my friend
you use to always talk to me...
Stop reading
my most inner thoughts...
When bells ring, that sunny day,
As we sit beneath the tree...
There you go again. Feeding me another lie.
Something to break me down. Make me want to die...
Heart as cold as ice
Mind messed up...
Here I am sitting alone.. Thinking..!!
I gave u a chance...
I can't deny
the obvious...
What's left of us?
memories, a distant spark...
Stalking a dismal path under a hypnotic moon
Observant eyes become transparent, hollow...
She hears her parents fight
The screaming and slams...
Standing along the shore
eyes closed, with arms spread out...
As I lay in my bed, I stare at the ceiling
Waiting and wishing for this pain to descend...
It still doesn't feel real,
I keep telling myself "it's all in my...
I want to leave this place
Go some where I don't need to hide...
Feelings I haven't felt in while
butterflies in my stomach...
It's been a long year,
Feeling the harsh internal pain...
So many mistakes
Many things to regret...
I miss you so much
I gave you my heart in a bunch...
Turf cutters lonely they are not,
toiling in solitariness with endless rhythm...
I remember how it used to be
when nothing else matter but you and me...
So being single for now is what is best for me.
What I have been thru, just need to let myself be...
I want you to think
Just like i think...
I try to talk but it comes out in mumbles,
Because I get nervous,then I stumble...
She's spinning out of control
and it's all I can do not to hold her as she...
I loved you with all of my heart,
but you, you tore it apart...
My anger continues to build,
My heart continues to break...
Another sleepless night
another constant fight...
It seems a beautiful day
Birds are flying away...
I went to bed,
To go to sleep...
You had a suitcase
packed and ready to go...
Before I start my poem I'd just like to say:
I'm sorry if at times I start to ramble...
Do you see the smile on my face that beams?
I put it on to hide my dreams...
Dearest, do you remember me,
Because I remember you...
Take me back to the days when our world was on...
When everything felt new, and all your words could...
That girl took my heart
her name was Crystal...
What's wrong with me?
i had a few drinks to forget to it all...
Dominance and submission
are parts of the game...
It was as if magic has gotten into me
twist of faith had knocked unexpectedly...
Now, i am looking at this girl
she's simple, nice and happy...
Everyday, I try to stay up late
Just for you, my lovely soul mate...
Dreams are the essence of life,
sometimes forming reality but...
I write when I can't say
what's on my mind...
Does anyone know the real me?
Do they know im not as happy as i seem...
Locked my heart in a cell
got it away from you...
When I would ignore my friends they felt hurt
but I didnt care I was addicted to that crank...
Sometimes I stop and think
And you're the first thing on my mind...
I have tried my best to erase this mess, but the...
Feel like I have done this all alone,
when I did them drugs and I lost control...
You broke this life of mine
tore me down anytime I could rise...
Sitting in that well-worn leather saddle awaiting...
spurring his side to run through the gate at a...
It's hard to breathe knowing she dangles my heart...
Perceived by a hopeless romantic not a fanatic of...
I begin to
love everything. Pass...
There's gotta be a reason why I keep trying
You have this hold on me like I'm dying...
Tore my heart open with your blade
cut open the scars I left unattend...
All the screams in my head
the pounding never ending...
He is the outline of an ordinary day
greeting my fluttering eyelashes with a kiss...
If I could learn how to be wise
as I sink my feet in my dewy garden...
Off the mist of worlds and space,
Boundaries chained, captured phase...
A dark cloud has formed around me,
I can hear you yelling out my name...
There's something about you,
it amazes me more every day...
I hang up the phone,
knowing what is to come...
I slowly flip through the pages,
some are not quite filled...
All the joy we shared
Gone like mid summer rain...
I'm tired of the pain and tired of the hurt
I thought he liked me because all we did was flirt...
Love calls me by every name except mine.
Love even calls me sometimes by your name...
Walking into the room with her spurs tapping
on the wood planked floor with cautious steps...
You know he lies when he says "I Love...
You know he lies when he says that he sorry and he...
He's 6 foot tall
Loved by all...
Why do we love?
First careful step...
This isn't real. my nightmare came true. I'm in...
Feeling the intensity of your flame
becomes an organic obsession...
I am that girl who always wears a smile even thou...
I am that girl who always gets knocked down but...
If I stood on the moon
I would return soon...
Racing through my mind,
intoxicating and violent...
I don't want a guy
I'm not looking...
I'm not requesting you to love me
I'm not even asking you to love me...
What if I told you that I don't
love you anymore...
I stare and ponder
upon your face...
There's awkward silence
after taking passionate kisses...
I tried banging my head
against the wall...
My girl.
She's back...
WOW!!
A beautiful flower...
You can be a nice guy
but no girl wants to know...
Needs to be altered
Won't break up...
You can brake my heart in two
you can hit me till i bleed...
It was you the one i was looking for all the time
it was you the love that i dreamed of all my life...
My phone was ringing,
it was her mom...
As i watch my friends split apart,
I feel the pain in my heart...
My friends are friends
they don't change their mind...
I look upon your face by night
and wonder, "will I have it right,?"...
Breaking Apart...
I gave you my heart,
I gave you my soul...
I hate this
I cant stand living this life...
Shattered into pieces
A puzzle that is waiting to be solved...
To look at you kills me inside
Knowing that we were once in love...
Thrust backwards by the force of hate,
Relinquishing power over twisted limbs...
Tears of regret linger on fraying, pained skin
Millions of unheard wishes remain not given...
Screaming
The pictures fall and crash on the floor...
My blood lays here
As a symbol of my tears...
You smoke
You drink...
It was friendship in the beginning;
but you could see it in their eyes...
I look at my phone.
Two girls, smiling, faces pressed together...
Its too late to let it go
too late to apologize for your sins...
Floating above the white pasty clouds
Awaiting my earth crashing fall...
Throughout my life,
I've built up a shield...
Tired of being confined being defined not willing...
Im so tired.
Tired of putting on the "happy face"...
Heart broken comes easy to me
If someone told me I was handsome I would not...
I been waiting forever
For you to come around...
She asks me the reason behind my silence these...
I tell her that I want her to have someone who...
I wanna be with u.
But u have no clue...
Wrap me in your navy blanket of stars
For I feel most alive when you are near...
I'm sick of listening to you
Spinning your god damn lies...
Tell me, does red remind you of
your love with her...
She never said yes, so she never lied to you
She never said no, so she never told the truth...
The rain is pouring on the roof of this empty...
As a little girl enters the missing door...
Someday you'll come wanting me back
Someday you'll begin to care...
She's a walking perfection
With a perfect smile on her perfect face...
Here I am, once again, with just my paper and pen
I know you know this isn't where I'm supposed to...
Tell me I'm ugly when I find I shine like the sun
Tell me to be afraid, when you're the one that has...
If mirrors could talk...
My best friend.
My best...
I have many personalities,
All fake but I need them to hide my pain...
A dress of silk
clings seductivly...
As he lays beside me sleeping
I can't help but feel so helpless...
Along the sea's
Along the lines...
Fireflies emit post traumatic
notions of existence...
Each year
is a new beginning...
Our mind's connect,
with similar thinking...
She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's...
From her sad eyes flow
Crystal tears on broken glass...
Every soul on the earth
is connected with the will...
Open your heart
let the poor in...
Such sorrow in Africa
children starving without food...
If anyone asks, I'll tell them we both just moved...
When people all stare...
Wise is the man
who gives from the heart...
You've entranced my soul
and with my very breath...
We would lay along
side each other...
I feel the blood flowing in my vein,
the poison, beneath the skin...
They say
that in life...
Another day
has gone by where...
My eyes -
They're swelling...
Do not dare,
reveal my thoughts...
A girl,
once lost, dreamt...
When I wake up
you're on my mind...
Heavy breathing, seductive lips
closed eyes, open minds...
If you ever leave me ,  I...
I walk the face of earth once more,
a mindless puppet, my strings are torn...
Hush little baby don't you cry,
close your eyes and pray to die...
I sit here everyday,
Trying to keep the tears away...
Go to sleep, and close your eyes,
And dream of broken butterflies...
I know you loved her,
I know you miss her...
I pour my first glass,
hoping the pain will pass...
Corrupted future,
shattered dreams...
Look up at the stars shinning so bright,
As he leans over and kisses you goodnight...
My scars on my body tell the stories that I can't
they tell about my pain...
I trusted you once more,
how could I forgive you so easily...
Have you ever wondered how the homeless get to...
Have you ever wondered the daily struggles they go...
-The poetries of mine
mere not writings I define...
Walking on this lonely road,
All I knew has Fallen Ill...
I have written countless poems
so many for and about you...
Why do people look at me,
like i am not worth living...
I don't know this feeling.
that is swelling up inside of me...
My heart cries with floods of pain
Life is filled with so much rain...
If we could pick an adjective to describe our...
Pretty, skinny, depressed or angry...
As the last grain of sand does fall
and your name the reaper does call...
Sitting in the middle of the empty hall,
Transfixed on the door if it'd change something...
I'm lost in a world
That is not my own...
When I look into his eyes
I find myself falling...
You move closer
Needle in hand...
How much do you love him
Those burning brown eyes...
Shush. Do you hear?
I'm crying, but my tears are silent...
Boy: i saw her today
girl: i saw him today...
Leave me bleeding on the floor please
I beg that you don't touch me...
The sun sets
from above us...
Woke up late today, still felt
the sting of the pain...
It kills me inside to see
you treat me that way...
Why do I fall every time you raise me???
Why do I love every time you hate me...
I know we are in a relationship but sill I can't...
I know you love her.............but please stop...
As my cuts bleed,
As i breathe...