Feelin BETTER 4it
neverThoughtIwould
butIdo
Icare 4him
&I wishHe want us 2b 2gether
more Ihope he'll be okay
&deal with HE DOESN'T WANT ME 2help him
fights myhands reachin2him
nothin Ican do
IPray4him
&2 return
rite
I c light ahead

I feel a little bit of the pain of losing him, and the heavy weight he put upon me lift, I think I'm gonna be okay! :)

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"You can fight it as much as you want, but your awesomeness will always shine through!" :)

HeSoundedSooooNice,&ThingsHeSaid WhereO SoSweet,ButI ShouldHaveKnown TheWord "Careful",CauseI JustGotMyHeart smashed, smashed by onlineguy, who made promises he made no intention of keeping, & said things that created scars never to heal

I can't wait to hug her, see with my own eyes that she's okay, and hear her voice so I know she's alive!

It's hard sometimes to stay on track of the kind of writer YOU are and YOU want to be, when everyone is pushing YOU to be what 'their' defination of a good writer is, Don't lose who YOU are!

Pray for her, that's all I feel like I can do of any importance is pray that God will keep looking out for her and never leave her side!!!!

He should no by now
I spell it 4 him in poems
I told him 2 his face that hs a jerk
I dontno who he is anymore
that Ino how clearly
immensely Im replaced!
Thethings he says hurt me
the new friends in my spot
no time 4 me
Nolonger apart of his life

'Now that my best friend is gone, I feel lost, because I'm without her, like I'm stumbling down the paths in life because she's not there to lean on, ro walk beside me, be with me through everything, she was what wouldn't let me melt away!'

The thing is I always do, always, every single time, I let it slip, no matter how much he hurts me, or how much heartbreakness he triggers inside of me so I crumble!! I keep forgiving him, I suffer, but when does he?!