I didn't want to hurt, I didn't want to feel thrown down that elevater. But here it hurts, WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH! Why is my heart broken, I feel shattered, stabbed, just like before!

No dance. I had all these plans, I was going to put my hand out to him when a slow song started. I bought a new dress, was so excited, I planned out a dinner, cleaned up, and had everything planned out, and spent most of my day lost in thought about it.

You wish it back all day
Every second that's wasted away

He left me to tear in the thorns of the bed he made for me, to perish in the sadness that he left for only me, to be dying inside because of he

It's so sad to lose you, and I felt like unbearable pain, like needles streaming through my veins!

To love is to put your heart on the line, which I now carry great fear for, and I refuse to let you know how I feel, I care too much about you!

Im still trying 2get over some 1 Ireally care
bout
I know I love
he tosss'me round like rag doll
acts like I mean a lot to him as he builds me
then tears me down with the fact Ive been replaced
He gave up on us dating
it destorys me completely

He promised me I wouldnt be replaced pushed aside
or forgotten
but here Iam pickingup the shattered glass of that lie
&the pieces of my heart!!!
no longer my best friend
Im not his best high school friend
or1 of his few closest friends
Im gone!

You used 2 standup for me
now you stand beside the people who throw darts at me and waht makes the best of me
You used 2 stand by MY side
stand up for ME
b TRUE FRIEND TO ME
now you're the reason I cry
want to die
& the wounds from my heart!!!

Im nolonger a part of his life
his world spins without me
Im pushed away from his heart
how much I yearn to still be that part
the one he cares about
is his friend
replaced
left behind
no longer in his life!!!
You spilt apart us
and you broke me