I've been replaced, left out of the comments that used to make me feel important and the quotes that made me completely thankful. I've been replaced, by the one I love and the friend that had made me belonging beside were he stands!!!

I don't just have haterd towards you because you broke up heart when you walked away, I gave you my heart, and instead of giving me yours, you throw into into a garbage conpackter, I'm more in dispair at what you turned our friendship into!!!

DON'T EVER STOP WRITING!!!

He means a lot to me, but I'm not willing to take that step forward, I'm not coming out to him about what's in my heart, he has to do that, I'm not putting my heart on the line EVER again!

I want to do it differently this time because he's not like anyone else, I love him with the part of my heart that whispers to my soul, and the depths of my passion and soul!

DONTits urge that will never go
unless u fight it
&hard
dont let it win
dont let it give in
dont let the demon of cutting smile at u as it kicks u when ur down
u can talk 2me bout life
Ill listen
habit of cutting will not
DONT LET IT WIN

Love Exists: I believe it does, but it's also what you really have to fight for, which can break you when you oped it would fix you!

Forever is a strong word, don't use it, because you NEVER mean it!

I know it's not the same, but sometimes I treat Josh like dirt because I still can't stand the fact we're over, and I'm not the part in his life I use to be, bitterly, I'm hardly any part!

There's so much I wish I could take back!

Hold your head high and believe in what your heart tells you, I jknow it hurts and there's a monster inside you killing you within, I know daggers are endlessly stabbing, but don't turn away from the helping hands around you and your heart and knowledge