Even though hes moved on without me, as I haven't
I have still held high hopes that one day he will get married to a encouraging woman and have very religous and old fashion, beautiful children, now he is throwing that all away, and that's what cuts me!!

I realize he's meant for someone else in good chances

Think of better times, everyone gets lonely, and everyone feels that cursed knife stabbing through your heart and everything in it. But pain is not all of your life forever!

I threw myself at you because I thought you loveed me too, but I guess you never meant to express yourself, or mean what you said!

Love the Lord, he feels your wounds, and hears your cries, we loves us all, even though he rarely deserve his love!

I want to improve in my writing any way I can without changing who I am as a writer too much!

I still feel that connection . . . even if he doesn't.

I still feel that connection . . . even though I know he doesn't.

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IWantHim2BHappyButMoreThen AnythingIWantHim2BHappyWithMe.
IAmComingToRealizeThatIfHeCan'tBHappyWithMe,ThenIWantHim2BHappyWithSome1!
IfThatSome1HasNoChanceOfBingMe,AsLongAsHisSmilesAren'tFake,IDon'tCareIfMineR,HeDeservesMoreThen4Me2WeighHimDown

I want him to be happy, but more then anything I want him to be happy with me. I am coming to realize that if he can't be happy with me, then I want him to be happy with someone!

I<3J
When Iwas datin him Iwas whole when I was bside him or not cause he loved me 2
We havent been 2gether
Istill feel whole
but now only when we're together
hanging out
I miss him when we're apart
by his side everythings alright
New&true!