Even though I've gotten use to the hurt of our break up, his friendship I cling so tightly to.

Hes everything 2her but
he doesnt C it he never notices the pain she carries like heavy weights on her shoulders he lives such agreat life happier it seems 2get the less she is apart of it he doesnt C she nos shes losing him he'll never get how it stabs

Don't give up on forever, even though right now I think I have!

Loves and Goodbyes, Friendships and Defeats creat this world

HIS WHOLE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND HER AND I JUST WANNA BE A PART OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ifeel like rippin hair out
cutting out my heart fate has taken him from me
Im 2hurt 2speak
Idont no what Iwant 2 b
Idont no y he cant b with me
Im losing my life Idont want 2 fight wishing away my life Imiss him Iwant him I<3him Ineed him

She is everything to him, I always wanted to be. And all the things I dreams he wold feel for me, and all the waiting I did to see his love, it is not upon me, all that time I wanted to know he loved me, but maybe he never really did!

Everythung you had been once so sure about has been ripped away and you're so drinched in disappointments!!!

Even as I knew me & Joshs breakup was creeping up upon us I didnt want 2 believe it 2 be true
I still dont!
I felt I shouldnt cry so hard cause it has been such a dream & sometimes it seems we all have 2 wake up from our dreams at some point

I just hate how I feel like I was nothing to him, because he cares so much about her, but he told me he loved me too when he dated me, and I never meant nearly half this much to him, as she does.