I'm hurting a lot, but I can feel the wounds his left behind healing, it's a great feeling

U think ur sure & u no all about it but u don't no how much u mean 2 me, how much I love u, how much I miss u, how much I need u, want u, & what I feel 4 u, u have no idea!

U think u no everything about me & all that runs through my thoughts but u don't no my grandest mistakes truly haunting me & u don't no I wept tears of dispair 4 2 hours last night, sops full of wounds and things I cannot take back

U dont no when u said u cant eat meat b4 u kiss a vegetain I almost let out a cry, the sops were there, u never kissed me & never asked me 2 kiss u, ur a vegetain &ur lips haunt me & if only u'd have kissed me I wouldnt regret holding back

Even though the break up really set me back a zillion steps, I'm working my way back up the stairs

Sory I couldnt make U happy, sory I couldn't be the girl U want, sory I wasn't the damb model U asked 4, sory making U laugh, smile & happy isn't enough 4U I'M SORY I COULDN'T MAKE U HAPPY, SORY MY <3 IS 2 BROKE 4 U, but U just smashed it worse

Sorry U think Im screwed up I love U & Id do anything if U'd love me 2, kiss me, hold me, tell me sweet things, think I'm UR hole world & want 2 spend all UR time with me, me, UR hugs, UR hands in mine, in love PLEASE, Im dying here, dont U care

I WISH HE LOVED ME LIKE HE HAS NEVER LOVED ANYONE, IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?!!!

I MISS THOSE HUGS FULL OF HIM LOVING ME AND HIM AND MY BODY PACKED CLOSELY!!!

I miss those hugs when his body was so close
arms wrapped around me comfortably and tight
his hands slidding from my waist to around my torso in love
my hands from his arms to around him