The only choice I have each day at school is to hid from you my dying heart

Things are always falling down how do you turn things back around?!

Do you ever miss the feeling of my hand in yours
Do you ever miss our daily hugs I couldn't get enough of
Do you ever miss loving me as I love you
Do you ever miss everything that we knew we might one day go through together

DO YOU EVER MISS ME?!

You're not alone, not one bit. Don't let anyone tell you to stop crying or that's he's just some guy, that's not one bit encouraging. You'll heal at your own pace and stitch yourself up your own way.

Somehow you'll find the strength, you get through one day without him and you have enough strength inside of you to get through the rest of your days without him. As close as to the clief as you may be!

I feel like is this unbearable pain even natural if it isn't real love being thrown away.

No matter what happens I still care about him, and I'm bleedy 24-7, I'm exactly where I had nightmares of before. He makes me feel safe, but now he can't stop the knifes from digging there whole way through me.

I feel like every turn I take will be the wrong one without him beside me.

I don't let myself think I've lost his love forever, but it hurts so bloody much and I feel like my heart can no longer breathe.