I don't want to think that all hope is gone and I try so hard to think of the positive of he's not really gone and there is still a chance for us, but there is a whole in my heart and it feels like everything I touch gives me a deepening wound.

He means so much to me and it doesn't seem possible that we're over and all the things my whole heart hoped for and I dreamed of are crushed and destoryed.

Not easy 2 go through all the disappointments&letdowns of heartbreak lettin go of hope is a thing I cant do I fall apart at the feel our chance 4 a 2nd chance slippin away I break down at hope bein crushin of ever bein the girl he loves again

He means so much to me and it doesn't seem possible that we're over and all the things my whole heart hoped for and I dreamed of are crushed and destoryed.

I break down at the hope being crushing of ever being the girl he loves again.

I fall apart at the feel of our chance for a second chance slipping away.

Sometimes I feel like what's the point of caring about anyone ever again if the only guy I really want doesn't want me.

He makes me so happy and I keep thinking how can anyone ever make me whole again or happier.

Love is a contest, you win one, and you lose the rest

I could C he was breaking apart from me Id C a look in his eyes that made me worried, when Id ask him he never said "You're what I'm think about" like I always wanted usually he said his mind was 2 violent, I didnt want to know I get nightmares