Ditch ditch n u ditch, I want to rip up the poem I wrote u today, I want to tell u I have had enough as the tears are running down my face, u dont seem to get the point, u dont seem to care and I no Im not the only 1 u love, but ur my only 1

I love her, like a sister to me, but today she abandoned me, the pain is overwhelming, cutting deep, but still she will never see how much she means to me, the blade looks good right now, calling to me, written across is her name!!!

Im tired of tryin when I get let down, I <3 u but u dont seem 2 care, I say something 2 u thats hard 4 me 2 say & u disappear, make up excuses instead of answerin me & think my tears arent really here, I obviously care more bout this then u!

I usually am the one to think positive all the time, but not sense he left, I dont know what has gotten into me since, I guess the reruns of him in my head have caused me to fall farther down then I thought I was some time ago when I felt my heart back!:(

Shield your heart the best you can, it is the only one you get!!

How do I tell you I love you when I'm not supposed to, how d I let you in when there's another, I ask you this as you get me to love you, why do I love you, why do I want to tell you I love you!!!! WHY?!!!!!!

Why does finding love have to hurt so much?!!!

Tears poured in2 my eyes as I realized Im not over him, he told me he was glad Im over that & tears came in2 my eyes stinging as I realized Im not, I wanted him 2 fight 4 me, tell me 2stay, wait 4 me, wanted me 2, tell me he has feelings 4 me!

Sweetest moments in life r when the 1 who <3s comes 2 truly understand u in some way & when he strives 2 please in away u could never imagine a <3 would feel 4 you, when he proves his love, u feel like u will b hooked forever

Sometimes giving up, turning away from him and letting him back in, to take another swing, both feel like the same thing!