I don;t want to fall for anyone, becuase then I will fall out, and get my heart busted again.

"Oh, isn't it good to be alive--like this?" Emily said once. "Wouldn't it be dreadful if one had never lived?"
-Lucy M. Montgomery, Emily of New Moon

...Valentine's day and being at the dance with person that made me happy, and I made happy, but all that has ended because he doesn't think he loves me anymore. but I was lucky, BIG time

Valentine's day is a day to say how lucky you are to have someone special in your life. Thats way in my last relationship all I dreamed about daily and during nights, of...

"Everything always looks better in the morning, until you remember where you are, and what people you've lost along the way!"

"Everything always looks better in the mornings, until you remember he's gone!"

"Everything always looks better in the morning, until you remember everything!"

"It's numb, nothing but numbness engulfs me. Hurt, nothing but burning and stabbing aches run over me. Memories, nothing but memories surrounds me!!!"

I cover up my feelings as well as my sleeve covers up my scritches wrists.

If he looks deep inside himself, he might find the him that loved me and they part might still, that's why I can't give up.