I held back a bitter laugh, remembering the heart shaped poem I was writing 4 U, back in those days when WE declared OUR <3 4 eachother. I never finished that poem, but U finished US and all WE were, U never finished the journey U made, U ruined us.

I think the hardest part is thinking back to all the cute things he used to say and having to tell myself that he didn't mean any of it.

KATE IS SOOOOOO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! which no one can deny! Yay!!

Im trying 2 keep the happy thoughts in my mind
But I cannot
Ur friendship's over
Unless he comes back around
I doubt that he will soon
If he ever does Im gonna b the best friend 2 him 4 life
I have lost some1 who means the world 2 me!-(Dead) Kate

I made the choice to get involved with him, to always have his back and I don't want him to fall because I didn't take the time to make sure he was alright, I do NOT regret the way I made!

I don't want to get hurt again, and I too am afraid that is the path I am heading down!

We talked for over four hours last night, and I got less then two hours of sleep, so him and I are both tired, I love him so much, but part of me knows no matter how many times he tells me he loves me I can't love him the way I used to

A friendship is never at his limit of being too strong!!

How do you keep yourself together when you are dying inside, when the one you love, whom you promised each other to spend forever with, dies!?!

I'll NEVER want to be with someone again and NEVER LOVE SOMEONE like I loved TIM! WHY'D YOU HAVE TO DIE TIM!