Im bleeding allover thefloor
U just walked outthe opendoor
&behind
Uclosed the door
Mess of me allover the floor
U left me 2clean up the mess U made
What did Uthink when U left
Allthat happened would just fade
WhatI felt 4 U was abigger link

I've been getting more and more worried by each passing day, what if something happened, what if he's not alright, what if he's forgotten about me, what if I have been replaced, what if he did take away his life?!

She okay? is she suffering, how bad is the pain that came, I almost hear her crying in my mind, Im failing her & lifes unkind, I want 2 find her, tell her I love her, never let my best friend go, my sister from another mister, DON'T DIE ON ME!

'Hes going after all the wrong people, man I love you, and I've always been right here, return please'

'I want 2 scream at U, hey I'm still here, "I LOVE YOU, and no matter how much I go after other guys, Ur the 1 I love and if You let me I will let myself again with all my heart, You are the one, no one can replace You, this is not a repeat!!!"'

Forever, that' what you said, but I've been replaced, and shot out of your world, there's no longer any space left for me in your heart, you'll never understand how much that tears me apart!

After he came over, I realized it's not gonna be as hard as I thought to be a good friend for him, mostly because he's letting me! And let's see where it takes us, he can steer us together if he wishes

Go girl, if we all stand together, we can save the lives others strive to destroy

Stop ABORTION

Killing a life, no matter how small, or helpless, or misunderstood, is WRONG

!!!

The thing is I always do, always, every single time, I let it slip, no matter how much he hurts me, or how much heartbreakness he triggers inside of me so I crumble!! I keep forgiving him, I suffer, but when does he?!

'Now that my best friend is gone, I feel lost, because I'm without her, like I'm stumbling down the paths in life because she's not there to lean on, ro walk beside me, be with me through everything, she was what wouldn't let me melt away!'