Everyone wants me to stitch myself and find a partner with a sewing needle but why would I set myself in the trap again, I'd rather just mourn over my old life rewinding in my everything and conscent aches that engulf every spark and uplift.

"I'm not indepent when my heart is broken and my hope is busted and my plans and dreams are shattered to the core."

"I knew the dangers of cutting myself, but I also knew the dangers of losing you and I also knew the dangers of breaking myself if I dated someone as amazing as you."

When they leave you, it's a nightmare that no one can help you wake up from, it's a walking pit of shameful regrets and disappointments and things you miss more then you have started to imagine.

Losing him is a slash through your body that sometimes bleeds hard, and sometimes bleeds extremely intensively.

Losing the one you love knocks you down a thousands flights of stairs.

Losing the one you love knocks you down a million flights of stairs
You try but you can't move anymore
you want to rewind to be with him
change what you think made it go wrong and you shot anger at yourself and haterd towards the one who is killing you

You wish for anything that will bring him back, it just doesn't seem fair, why you can love someone like that, and it caush, your hopes and dreams with him are all busted.

You've lost the light in you because something happened and you two are through, so the brightness of each day has gone missing.

...Valentine's day and being at the dance with person that made me happy, and I made happy, but all that has ended because he doesn't think he loves me anymore. but I was lucky, BIG time