Is it wrong to try and replace the one you love when they don't love you back?

"With the time that has passed, I don't feel like I've gotten any better. I've just been struck concently by the horror that this isn't some nightmare I'll wake up from"

It's hard to hold hope when he fights against hope.

I feel like I should wait, I'm not ready to get hurt again, this was the worst time. But on the other hand, I feel defenceless by not trying anything to take way this pain.

And if he never opens up to me, I still have my writing and friends, and hope

When you fall for a jerk, there is always the "there are guys out there that have a lot more of what I'm looking for." But this is different, he doesn't have much of that, because he mainly is everything I've been searching for.

As impossible as it seems to have hope, I still do that he will find out he loves me too.

Think of it this way, if we hadn't gone through the things of life we have gone through, and not be who we are, we wouldn't have each other to count on.

As much as you might hate yourself sometimes, remember I love ya and I'm blessed to have you the way you are in my life.

Is it wrong to love someone that makes you happy, even when he seems to be understanding less of you day by day.