'I've been lied to before but this time is worse because I had a reason to believe in you.'

Through so many days of feeling lonely, most of all misunderstood, it feels so nice to finally meet somebody who sees the specialness in me I have never been seen myself, you've paid attention to the gold inside me, I never even paid attention to myself.

'Life goes on no matter how much you feel as if it's ended.'

'Your presence, your face, smile, laugh and voice give me the nerves to be myself around you, because I love you, and I'm afraid to lose you, the too good to be true.'

Three weeks before today the coming of Valentine's Day would have been a bright sunshine to my life, a day full of love and a life loving day.
Now it brings self pity to lovers and a dagger through every smile we ever had, memories that love to repeat

For the first time I was speechless
Staring at the truth
fanasing that this was a lie
I wished with all my heart
rewind
..Kaitlyn sorry i just dont love you anymore .. not u its me ur great .. but i just dont love u .. hope we can stay friends ..

I no longer feel those lip marks on my cheeks from my first heart break and for that I am thankful. In it's place I carry an even decieving heart break, full of unbearable pain and desperate sorrow.

SUNKEN IN
YOURE REALLY GONE
IM A WRECK
IVE MADE A MESS OF EVERYTHING
DONT BLAME YOURSELF
I BLAME MYSELF TO MAKE A LITTLE MORE SINCE OF THE MOST UNBEARABLE PAIN
ITS OVER
YOURE DONE FOR GOOD
YOUVE LEFT ME
RETURN WILL BE NEVER
NOT WITH YOU FOREVER

'I have will-power, I just never thought you wanted me to use it with you.'

"What no body knows is I'm mad at myself for letting him slip away!"