Sometimes I feel like what's the point of caring about anyone ever again if the only guy I really want doesn't want me.

I fall apart at the feel of our chance for a second chance slipping away.

I break down at the hope being crushing of ever being the girl he loves again.

Writing takes you inside yourself to a world that's hidden!!!

To WRITERS

Life and love is a mixture of guts and one's heart
Life and love is a mixture of encouragement and braving baseball bats
Life and love is a mixture of support and fatal flaws

"Yeah I look forward to seeing him and become sort of dizzy when he goofily and happily smiles at me, but the real one that controls my heart, feelings, and gives me strong, evertlasting happy times, is you!"

"You control my heart!"

"You control my heart and no one else!"

"I keep wondering why I feel so alone, when I have all these friends trying to cheer me up and stand me back up!"

Y do Ifeel Ive lost U as we talk & laugh
hang out like we always have
LOST UR hands in mine
bear hugs
protect
gentleman
UR love
I hate my life without U
When UR not really gone out of my life
Now U R tryin 2 forget I love U & that U use 2