DONTits urge that will never go
unless u fight it
&hard
dont let it win
dont let it give in
dont let the demon of cutting smile at u as it kicks u when ur down
u can talk 2me bout life
Ill listen
habit of cutting will not
DONT LET IT WIN

I want to do it differently this time because he's not like anyone else, I love him with the part of my heart that whispers to my soul, and the depths of my passion and soul!

He means a lot to me, but I'm not willing to take that step forward, I'm not coming out to him about what's in my heart, he has to do that, I'm not putting my heart on the line EVER again!

DON'T EVER STOP WRITING!!!

I don't just have haterd towards you because you broke up heart when you walked away, I gave you my heart, and instead of giving me yours, you throw into into a garbage conpackter, I'm more in dispair at what you turned our friendship into!!!

I've been replaced, left out of the comments that used to make me feel important and the quotes that made me completely thankful. I've been replaced, by the one I love and the friend that had made me belonging beside were he stands!!!

Im nolonger a part of his life
his world spins without me
Im pushed away from his heart
how much I yearn to still be that part
the one he cares about
is his friend
replaced
left behind
no longer in his life!!!
You spilt apart us
and you broke me

You used 2 standup for me
now you stand beside the people who throw darts at me and waht makes the best of me
You used 2 stand by MY side
stand up for ME
b TRUE FRIEND TO ME
now you're the reason I cry
want to die
& the wounds from my heart!!!

He promised me I wouldnt be replaced pushed aside
or forgotten
but here Iam pickingup the shattered glass of that lie
&the pieces of my heart!!!
no longer my best friend
Im not his best high school friend
or1 of his few closest friends
Im gone!

Im still trying 2get over some 1 Ireally care
bout
I know I love
he tosss'me round like rag doll
acts like I mean a lot to him as he builds me
then tears me down with the fact Ive been replaced
He gave up on us dating
it destorys me completely