Even though the break up really set me back a zillion steps, I'm working my way back up the stairs

U dont no when u said u cant eat meat b4 u kiss a vegetain I almost let out a cry, the sops were there, u never kissed me & never asked me 2 kiss u, ur a vegetain &ur lips haunt me & if only u'd have kissed me I wouldnt regret holding back

U think u no everything about me & all that runs through my thoughts but u don't no my grandest mistakes truly haunting me & u don't no I wept tears of dispair 4 2 hours last night, sops full of wounds and things I cannot take back

U think ur sure & u no all about it but u don't no how much u mean 2 me, how much I love u, how much I miss u, how much I need u, want u, & what I feel 4 u, u have no idea!

I'm hurting a lot, but I can feel the wounds his left behind healing, it's a great feeling

Writing is my life and improving is my goal

We have to grow up so that we can let others be young!

I don't want to think that all hope is gone and I try so hard to think of the positive of he's not really gone and there is still a chance for us, but there is a whole in my heart and it feels like everything I touch gives me a deepening wound.

I don't let myself think I've lost his love forever, but it hurts so bloody much and I feel like my heart can no longer breathe.

I feel like every turn I take will be the wrong one without him beside me.