"I'm not indepent when my heart is broken and my hope is busted and my plans and dreams are shattered to the core."

"I knew the dangers of cutting myself, but I also knew the dangers of losing you and I also knew the dangers of breaking myself if I dated someone as amazing as you."

When they leave you, it's a nightmare that no one can help you wake up from, it's a walking pit of shameful regrets and disappointments and things you miss more then you have started to imagine.

Losing him is a slash through your body that sometimes bleeds hard, and sometimes bleeds extremely intensively.

Losing the one you love knocks you down a thousands flights of stairs.

Losing the one you love knocks you down a million flights of stairs
You try but you can't move anymore
you want to rewind to be with him
change what you think made it go wrong and you shot anger at yourself and haterd towards the one who is killing you

You wish for anything that will bring him back, it just doesn't seem fair, why you can love someone like that, and it caush, your hopes and dreams with him are all busted.

You've lost the light in you because something happened and you two are through, so the brightness of each day has gone missing.

Forever in my heart, you ripped those words apart.

Bring him back, you pray, you might get to a point somedays you wish you could write him a goodbye letter and then say goodbye to life.