'Why can't everything just be black and white with me, with thy world, with feelings, deep emotions, and invisible hunger of our demanding lives.'

So don't break me tonight
This is crazy love
And you know I'm gunna follow you home
Through the rain
Cause I need your love
Yes I need your love♥
-Jordyn Meade-Baxter

I wanted you to give me hope, but instead you dropped off doubt

If only you could see how much I treasure your friendship, see how much you mean to me, and how much I love living my life with you the big part beside me, then maybe you'd stop wishing you could stop living!

If only the fact that I love you truly, was enough to tail you in, but not even that and all our laughs and happy memories can bring you to give me your heart, like I have given you mine until it was rotten and cold
-Forget to post on Valentine's day,

By Jordyn Meade-Baxter

How come the only way to know how high you get me
is to see how far I fall
God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me
but I can't break through it all. ♥

I feel all alone, even though you're by my side, because I'm never in your eyes.

I feel alone, even though you're right here beside me, because you've left our path on your own.

Here I am up against the wall in front of you, trying to push it down and get to you.

I thought of my chance of ever loving again where at an end, as we speak and u make me laugh, we talk about ourselves, I see our chances, I like them I feel naive all over, probably wrong, I'm so far down, 2 except anyone to bring me around, wishing 4 you