MORE THEN ANYTHING I HATE WAKING UP EACH MORNING AND REALIZING LOSING HIM WASN'T JUST A NIGHTMARE!

I wish that one day he realizes all those pretty girls with long hair and just what he thinks he needs, he doesn't and what he thinks should stay as friendship between us should be more.

1 day I hope he starts thinkin bout me through the night
wonderin what it would be like 2 hold me
kiss my lips like we never made it 2
open his eyes 2 all that we could be but aernt cause we're scared 2 speak
respectful 2 the other 2 lung 4 a thing

Loving you was steaming down a track of rightiousness, but that candles glow has died off with the flame

I love U so much
if only U new how I dearly love U was enough for U 2 love me 2
I can love U in carin
passion
feelin
glory
if only U let me
Could love U in nature that I am
there is many ways I want 2
Would love U so magnificently
Think 2 let me

I try to push away all those thoughts of jealous and rejection but they come so quickly and easily and are so emotional and controling and intense

I don't want you to make me cry and I don't like to wonder what's in your mind. If you're swaying from being my friend if you think being by my side is something that should end

Sometimes you disappoint me but other times you improve me

Be hold I have a heart, have you noticed that and the new crack or the extended ct that recently deepen and the most recent wounds daily scatches

You don't blame me but I blame myself