I fall apart at the feel of our chance for a second chance slipping away.

I break down at the hope being crushing of ever being the girl he loves again.

He means so much to me and it doesn't seem possible that we're over and all the things my whole heart hoped for and I dreamed of are crushed and destoryed.

Not easy 2 go through all the disappointments&letdowns of heartbreak lettin go of hope is a thing I cant do I fall apart at the feel our chance 4 a 2nd chance slippin away I break down at hope bein crushin of ever bein the girl he loves again

He means so much to me and it doesn't seem possible that we're over and all the things my whole heart hoped for and I dreamed of are crushed and destoryed.

I don't want to think that all hope is gone and I try so hard to think of the positive of he's not really gone and there is still a chance for us, but there is a whole in my heart and it feels like everything I touch gives me a deepening wound.

I don't let myself think I've lost his love forever, but it hurts so bloody much and I feel like my heart can no longer breathe.

I feel like every turn I take will be the wrong one without him beside me.

No matter what happens I still care about him, and I'm bleedy 24-7, I'm exactly where I had nightmares of before. He makes me feel safe, but now he can't stop the knifes from digging there whole way through me.

I feel like is this unbearable pain even natural if it isn't real love being thrown away.