Sory I couldnt make U happy, sory I couldn't be the girl U want, sory I wasn't the damb model U asked 4, sory making U laugh, smile & happy isn't enough 4U I'M SORY I COULDN'T MAKE U HAPPY, SORY MY <3 IS 2 BROKE 4 U, but U just smashed it worse

Even though the break up really set me back a zillion steps, I'm working my way back up the stairs

U dont no when u said u cant eat meat b4 u kiss a vegetain I almost let out a cry, the sops were there, u never kissed me & never asked me 2 kiss u, ur a vegetain &ur lips haunt me & if only u'd have kissed me I wouldnt regret holding back

U think u no everything about me & all that runs through my thoughts but u don't no my grandest mistakes truly haunting me & u don't no I wept tears of dispair 4 2 hours last night, sops full of wounds and things I cannot take back

U think ur sure & u no all about it but u don't no how much u mean 2 me, how much I love u, how much I miss u, how much I need u, want u, & what I feel 4 u, u have no idea!

I'm hurting a lot, but I can feel the wounds his left behind healing, it's a great feeling

What hurts me is when I get to the point of missing him I try to make him feel guilty and hurt about what happened between him and me, even though I know I shouldn't, I want him to come back and feel like he made a mistake leaving, I'm such a bad person

I Love You meant nothing to you!!!

I see couples holding hands, walking together, against the wall the way he holds her, kisses goodbye and hugs I envy, and I think of you, and when your beside me it hits that much harder, you're gone and we won't ever be that 1!

I want him to be happy, but it's so hard when it makes me so unhappy!!