Don't go, if only you could know, how I see you and how I love you, how I wish you needed me, like in my offest dreams

Is she everything she seems, is she really so much better then me?

I wish I seemed to you like everything she means to you! I WISH THAT WAS ME.
I WISH THAT WAS YOU AND ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dont cut I learned the habit gets worse no matter what u do
a powerful voice inside ur head is tellin u its goin 2 be ur last time be u give up the habit 4 good it gets 2 the point everytime is the last
u c a pattern
its so hard 2 say u have a problem

I know it takes away the pain for the moment and that feels the most amazing thing, you want to stop heting yourself for your mistakes and feeling the unbearable pain of what was lost, but cutting is antoher mistake

What do you do when one of your bestest friends is no longer the boy he was when you fall in love with. What do you do when the one you met months ago has turned into the exact thing you have been running away from?!!!

I just hate how I feel like I was nothing to him, because he cares so much about her, but he told me he loved me too when he dated me, and I never meant nearly half this much to him, as she does.

Even as I knew me & Joshs breakup was creeping up upon us I didnt want 2 believe it 2 be true
I still dont!
I felt I shouldnt cry so hard cause it has been such a dream & sometimes it seems we all have 2 wake up from our dreams at some point

Everythung you had been once so sure about has been ripped away and you're so drinched in disappointments!!!

She is everything to him, I always wanted to be. And all the things I dreams he wold feel for me, and all the waiting I did to see his love, it is not upon me, all that time I wanted to know he loved me, but maybe he never really did!