I don't want to get hurt again, and I too am afraid that is the path I am heading down!

I made the choice to get involved with him, to always have his back and I don't want him to fall because I didn't take the time to make sure he was alright, I do NOT regret the way I made!

Im trying 2 keep the happy thoughts in my mind
But I cannot
Ur friendship's over
Unless he comes back around
I doubt that he will soon
If he ever does Im gonna b the best friend 2 him 4 life
I have lost some1 who means the world 2 me!-(Dead) Kate

KATE IS SOOOOOO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! which no one can deny! Yay!!

I think the hardest part is thinking back to all the cute things he used to say and having to tell myself that he didn't mean any of it.

I held back a bitter laugh, remembering the heart shaped poem I was writing 4 U, back in those days when WE declared OUR <3 4 eachother. I never finished that poem, but U finished US and all WE were, U never finished the journey U made, U ruined us.

Why did he walk into my life and make everything great then to mess it up. What gives him the right to pretend he loves me when really he never meant it, I never asked to be loved by him!

Commenting on new members poems always helps remind me that there is light in the darkness and even though he left there are others around that understand me better then he did, even though he pretended to.

I just stole my heart back from the one whom I love but almost destoryed me, causing much more damage to my heart and leaving deeper gashes in it's flesh! IT HURTS SOOOO MUCH!

"He was the first guy I gave my complete heart to, I feel like letting another guy in is like feeding my newborn baby to the hungry lions in hopes they will eat the dirt inside!!!"