I was terrified of losing all of you guys when she said I was disowned, I felt numb, like I breaking apart and had no control over it.

No 1 can hurt me more then he did
bc all the things he said
are still running through my head
hurting unbearably 2 find out he never meant a thing
I cant change the truth
No other guy will hear me say I <3 U
Nor will I open up again
This is why!

'I feel like my heart loves you and wants to run to you but my brain is electrifying my heart thinking it's crazy after the heartbreak the other guy finally put me through!'

'if you EVER LOVE someone, don't let them go, FIGHT for them!!!!'

"God is listening, God is watching, God is loving!!"

'We were both friends who loved each other, it's hard enough to believe he wasn't the one, I don't know how I can trust my own feelings again, my own heart!!!'

Break me down, make me cry, tear me up, beat me up inside, kick me around, like I knew you would, like they all do! So cut me up, bring tears to my eyes, I hope you know, you're just as bad as them undisguised! I cared about you, look where it got me!

Trying not to cry, why does so many I love say goodbye! Trying not to cry, as another love dies! Trying to hold back the tears as coming to life are my fears!

I love you
but that doesn't count for anything anymore, does it?

I love you
but that doesn't count for anything anymore, does it?