You flash out again, tears run out of my eyes, pain hits again and again like a baseball bat, you let me down, that's not new, you didn't tell me you were leaving, so I cry again, tried of the pain, why do you never listen?

So close to breaking down, tears pouring out, an ache you can't erase but so often you create, ditching me without a word, hurting me without a hug, walking out without looking back, this isn't want I want, come back when I'm what you want!

Trying not 2 cry because once again U werent there, trying not 2 use the knife because URs hit hard enough when it came, trying 2 think positive when U dont want a future with me, U go 2 bed, leave me here wishing our love wasnt destined 2 b dead!!

"Ive learned athing bout luv & friends
Luv comes & goes
The 1 who broke u is never here 2 wipe ur tears
The 1 who mopped up the mess was ur friend
Call me crazy
I adore ya
Ur always here 4 me
Ur my sister
& I love you
DG"

He was on and then he left, no words of love, and now I carry regrets, and no sorry, but so many tears!

Mrs. Henderson had her
baby girl on Sunday :)
(I don't know many details)

My homeroom teacher is Mrs. Henderson :)
:)

Sometimes giving up, turning away from him and letting him back in, to take another swing, both feel like the same thing!

Sweetest moments in life r when the 1 who <3s comes 2 truly understand u in some way & when he strives 2 please in away u could never imagine a <3 would feel 4 you, when he proves his love, u feel like u will b hooked forever

Tears poured in2 my eyes as I realized Im not over him, he told me he was glad Im over that & tears came in2 my eyes stinging as I realized Im not, I wanted him 2 fight 4 me, tell me 2stay, wait 4 me, wanted me 2, tell me he has feelings 4 me!

Why does finding love have to hurt so much?!!!