Three weeks ago the announcement of a Valentine's dance would have sent a wave of butterflies at the thought and on the spot and up brought any sad mood now it cuts my heart again. Deep, and it's deepening as it creeps closer

Three weeks before today the coming of Valentine's Day would have been a bright sunshine to my life, a day full of love and a life loving day.
Now it brings self pity to lovers and a dagger through every smile we ever had, memories that love to repeat

For the first time I was speechless
Staring at the truth
fanasing that this was a lie
I wished with all my heart
rewind
..Kaitlyn sorry i just dont love you anymore .. not u its me ur great .. but i just dont love u .. hope we can stay friends ..

I no longer feel those lip marks on my cheeks from my first heart break and for that I am thankful. In it's place I carry an even decieving heart break, full of unbearable pain and desperate sorrow.

SUNKEN IN
YOURE REALLY GONE
IM A WRECK
IVE MADE A MESS OF EVERYTHING
DONT BLAME YOURSELF
I BLAME MYSELF TO MAKE A LITTLE MORE SINCE OF THE MOST UNBEARABLE PAIN
ITS OVER
YOURE DONE FOR GOOD
YOUVE LEFT ME
RETURN WILL BE NEVER
NOT WITH YOU FOREVER

'I have will-power, I just never thought you wanted me to use it with you.'

"What no body knows is I'm mad at myself for letting him slip away!"

"How can he say we should give up, if neither of us were giving it our all, we need to give a try with everything!!!"

"We should regret our mistakes and learn from them, but never carry them forward into the future with us."
-L. M. Montgomery

"We must have ideals and try to live up to them, even if we never quite succeed, life would be a sorry bussiness without them, with them it's grand and great."
-L. M. Montgomery