Im so tired.
Tired of putting on the "happy face&quot...

Does anyone know the real me?
Do they know im not as happy as i seem...

My dad hasn't been there for me
For days, and months and years...

I look at my phone.
Two girls, smiling, faces pressed together...

You have been my best friend for the last couple...
We stood together through the laughter and through...

My phone was ringing,
it was her mom...

Thats it.
I am so done...

Has anyone ever wondered?
Wondered what it's like to die...

Im sorry i failed you.
Im sorry i never saw it coming...

Throughout my life,
I've built up a shield...

My chest is tight.
My pulse is racing...

My heart has never felt so much pain
And the sky, like my eyes, have been pouring rain...