I am tired of staring at you in every lesson. I am sick of smiling to myself every time you are near. I am exhausted with trying to guess your thoughts. I am over with crushing on you.

I hate him. A lot. But why can't I forget him? Why do I still love him? I should be learning to move on with my life. But I can't.

I want you back. Can you hear me?

Can time turn back to a year ago when the two of us were still laughing and joking about anything and everything?

If you can give me just a quarter of your attention to her, I would be more than happy.

I really want to forget you but I can't do that with you hanging around in front of me and smiling that perfect smile.

Yeah I get it, you don't like me back. But must you flirt with other girls just in front of me? Must you really be such a jerk?

If going to school means that I have to look at you and her together, then I would rather drop out to ease the pain in my heart.

Because no one understands me, I chose to distance myself from this world.

The future that we planned together, now it is me alone who is struggling towards it.