She hears her parents fight
The screaming and slams...

It still doesn't feel real,
I keep telling myself "it's all in my...

So many mistakes
Many things to regret...

Standing along the shore
eyes closed, with arms spread out...

As I lay in my bed, I stare at the ceiling
Waiting and wishing for this pain to descend...

I want to leave this place
Go some where I don't need to hide...

Feelings I haven't felt in while
butterflies in my stomach...

It's been a long year,
Feeling the harsh internal pain...