So many mistakes
Many things to regret...

It's been a long year,
Feeling the harsh internal pain...

Feelings I haven't felt in while
butterflies in my stomach...

I want to leave this place
Go some where I don't need to hide...

It still doesn't feel real,
I keep telling myself "it's all in my...

As I lay in my bed, I stare at the ceiling
Waiting and wishing for this pain to descend...

Standing along the shore
eyes closed, with arms spread out...

She hears her parents fight
The screaming and slams...