Something that should bring me to tears
now puts a smile on my face
because I know I made it through
and you can't kill me anymore

It scares me that I'm not afraid anymore
It makes me sad that I'm not crying anymore
It kills me that I'm not dying anymore
It's such a strange feeling not to miss you anymore
It's such a great feeling not to hate myself anymore

Words can't express
the emptiness
inside my chest
where my heart used to be
when it was you and me
for almost an eternity

With just one look in your eyes, I can see your world.
It makes me think nothing matters but being your girl.
Knowing I can make you happy brings me joy.
So I ask: where have you been my whole life, boy?