It's my birthday today
so happy- "hooray!&quot...

This is how the tide does turn
as it makes it's circuit again...

Dying for relief
just wanting that sweet release...

Crying, sobbing
let it all out...

First you must
admit to a doctor...

Standing in a gray dress
with long and flowing hair...

It's never good enough, is it?
Not for you, and not for me...

Slipping, drowning, dying, dead
how do you expect me to go on...

As I sit crying on the bathroom floor
Holding my precious blade to my skin...

Dear God-
Thanks for nothing...

There's a many headed monster
that I face each and every day...

Pain inside
ripping...