Leaving with an Alice on your back,
Boots tied tight an apathetic stare...
Like this house I am broken,
I hate it...
Four months and you reappear,
Like nothing happened and we're in the clear...
My heart skips a beat and there you are,
Four months of feeling empty and drifting too far...
This tight skin suffocates me,
Blue pills to sleep It's my only relief...
Have you ever been alone with a dream?
Wanting something that makes your soul beam...
I wanna grow old and wise,
Break the mold and cut these ties...
Yell at me I don't care,
Honestly there's nothing alive in this stare...
Waiting,
Another day gone by...
Brown eyes don't mix with blue,
So how can she be meant for you...
Once again I'm down,
Thought I escaped but I don't know now...
When I was born they said I didn't cry,
I just laid there with wondering eyes...