Fall knee deep into me,
Let go and let it all free...
I called the law today,
My mothers husband isn't supposed to come our way...
Four months and you reappear,
Like nothing happened and we're in the clear...
My heart skips a beat and there you are,
Four months of feeling empty and drifting too far...
This tight skin suffocates me,
Blue pills to sleep It's my only relief...
Dark motel,
You're on the floor...
Two years,
Two years of losing myself...
Lights out, sin grinning,
Hearts pound, hells winning...
Is that your heart I just heard break?
I know a smile when it's fake...
I'm at my wits end,
My mind is clashing I want to give in...
I have a dream like everyone else,
But sometimes it seems I should put that dream on...
When I was born they said I didn't cry,
I just laid there with wondering eyes...