…the stand mixer broke a while back, so
we resort to kneading the dough by hand...
It is not the heart
that suffers most...
Fighting urges of darkness
a fiery switch within my mind...
I am not good at science, but I am good at...
And feelings are words expressed thinly...
I liked it better when you only
existed on paper...
Last winter
I buried clockwork in my stomach...
Things I'll never do again:
1. Pop little reds...
Eyes gazing but not looking
Dimples holding a half stitched smile...
My prayer is that it all makes sense.
This poem...
Bloody, plum colored
digits...
Why don't you just relax in the reality of my...
It doesn't matter how ugly things are between us...
Maybe when I let go of my ego,
or you see beyond your faults...
Wrap winter around my lips, let me
hang off your teeth like an unkissed...
I sometimes wonder
when I'll stop deleting myself...
-
time, a hand too soon...
All you should think about
is the pressure...
There is something I cannot mistake in
the sentimental shimmer of four walls...
I asked you in the confines of
a wooden cabin, what you would...
You are
a halogen lamp, goosebumps and...
The massacre was committed too early this morning,
maybe at 3am...
With dust of the earth we were created,
And with dust of the earth we shall return...
This thirst reminds me
of winter...
We have ridden life's roller coaster
Yet we have always stayed on...
His words were poetry.
Every ebb and flow...
I have walked your graveyards
with you, stepped over the bones...
To share the same feelings with another
as if sharing the same vein, attached...
Sometimes we forget the reasons
why we were drawn to each other...
He's zipped up your ribcage and swore
never to touch it again...
And then she sighs
and says in a shaking voice...
They lift my legs.
Left. Right...
This isn't a painting.
Don't prance around with...
I'll soak up rain
from your waterfall soul...
I'm not a poet,
I'm not a melody...
I came to write about love and how the absence of...
do stupid things, but I heard the presence of it...
She adorns a gentle swagger,
as her hips dance under a moonlit...
I have written about loss like
my body is tomb for cupid arrows...
She will break you.
Innocent girl with mama's most expensive vase. She...
After Shane Koyczan's 6:59am
But your kiss, my dear...
Who is this man who uncloses me
every night, with my bright eyes illuminating...
Rain.
It does things to people...
I wish I could stand right here
and gush about how brave I am...
There's a time for loneliness
When skies cry and we turn inside...
Corridors trap his mind
with creaky stairs, feeble...
My breath escapes me once again,
watching his silhouette blaze as he...
A maroon sweater clings to me, but my legs
stick out, not like twigs, like passing lanes...
Sneaking into her covers, zipping up her
backbone like the amateur costume that...
Harboring denial in every crevice
of her skin, similar to weeds seeping...
Imagining a palace of wolves,
where all around me cruelity is my protector...
She sat praying near
the outskirts of loneliness...
We check out humans like they are library books,
browsing past their skin with retinas made for...
We water the seeds each day. Each day we
watch the cautious creep of green...
Maybe dreams should be feelings and
not money makers. Things like...
I.
Sometimes I adopt the coziness of cafes and lean...
Every sunrise holds
a different memory...
When you write
I feel my muscles detach from my spine...
I'm a filing cabinet of records that holds dates...
reasons and insentives, agendas and dreams...
I know this sand artist,
who speaks beautiful stories...
I love snippets of poetry;
how often they are bite-sized...
I have been wearing
the perfume of our past on my skin...
Hell's gate welcomes the death of our alliance.
The "me and you" stories, the...
You, coquette and lovely, once managed
to encompass the allure of your sex...
Why
ask for...
"Ah, look at all the lonely people."
'Me' has been deprived, faith's dried yet...
There's something nostalgic about
dimly-lit roads and faded footpaths...
Final Entry 1st April 2008:-
..."I am the forgotten one...
You were the spider lurking,
dancing in dew drop temptation...
It wasn't the words you said to me
upon a midnight breeze, it was...
I think of all the things you say
and wonder if they're true...
I was the Blackbird trying to understand the...
but you were the Albatross sending omens through...
You cage the moon in your veins
whenever it is that side of midnight...
Isolation is when you wake up
with someone else's dream on your tongue...
Your presence drains the life out
of my lungs,breathing becomes...
I suppose I've been dreaming again
of a possibility of another life...
Delicate buds will never bloom
roots too young to stand alone...
Me, myself, and I
foreplay inside tangled thoughts...
You once told me, through the quiver
of a lazy street light that I was a twin to the...
I remember
a little house in Italy atop a sloping hill...
You will
always crave the...
Amidst the chaos of words
and metaphors, somewhere...
Summer
her ardent eyes...
I thought the rippled
effects of my voice...
A half-written poem
can only be penned by a...
You had this way of
applying pet names...
I spent
the twenty fifth day...
She held me so close
that her heartbeat almost became...
"Catch me if you can", screams a
striped paper that should be ripped...
Words can lead a strayer
back home, but they cant...
I never fully understood
the meaning of the word...
Tonight you appeared at my bedside;
Your smile as radiant as a shining star...
Suddenly, we saw lanterns advance into the sky,
entering intentionally, the wonders of the galaxy...
My
lilies...
Poets write of loneliness
where knuckles lay straight and fingers beg...
I've heard whispers of Paris lately,
the city of love and some place foreign to me...
As a child I was fascinated by your back,
I saw your freckles as docks and my crayons...
Club challenge poem about "70th wedding...
Its the 70th anniversary of our special moment...
No more waking up
to a warm cup of...
Everyone marked a title in
your calendar. You have been...
I
drink your...
Bizarre antics
twist and coil...
If I could buy tears in a grocery store
I'd grab a can, because I'm not done...
She stole Mona Lisa's smile, painted it
with Monet's sunset and hid it beneath...
If I were to feverishly bite my lip
in sequence of each syllable you...
Confronting my worst nightmare
of facing the evil beast...
Words ate me yesterday.
They licked my muse till...
I was veiled by my
own lingering fears...
While some call it writers block,
I call it clogged arteries...
I cry at your very happiness
No, not because of jealousy...
Haunted by your demanding eyes,
A ghost of a woman is all I am now...
Fingerprints kiss ivory,
composing keys only the eyes...
Fifty,
were for you, about you...
Red .. White .. Blue ..
Right there, just at the...
Late at night, extinguishing memories
blazing within my feverish destruction...
She sat alone, picking petals off of her roses
for every lover she betrayed...
You always said,
that painted fingernails...
Like a nonseasonal
field of blooming...
If lips were unique like
snowflakes and fingertips...
Lily petals dance
pink lemonade, sweet sunshine...
I know the fault does not
lie within my hands...
Don't ask me to paint
a rainbow in your night...
Why don't you read
my poetry anymore...
You left me standing alone
allowing me to vanish...
In artifical light
you rip, advisedly...
I woke up wanton, a wretch
spewing up bits of my soul into a porcelain bowl...
Ground floor
I enter this elevator, I look around...
Majestic heart of a giants rage
black icy stares, drenched in volcanic tears...
You
are the...
Windows stalk my withered soul,
forcing me to look at a future...
I am beautiful as the sunshine,
dancing upon the mirror before me...
Drowning upon a devils ear
masquerade in unison of three...
I wanna go back, to that ole river that sings,
travel upon that holy highway...
I wish that I could share these thoughts
that swirl around my head as drunken tears...
I have been devoured by the insanity
of your dancing pupils...
Black mascara runs
down my forehead...
I've began to make shadow puppets on my candle lit...
Trying to distract my thoughts from revolving...
Deadly mascara dances under the moon, as night...
forbidden behavior goes unnoticed as feverish...
The old oak has
dark histories...
In a room of pure darkness i pick up my pen ,
my trembling hand wipes away the mascara stained...
August 10th 1999
3.04 am...
Drops of the deepest emotion falls
from the window to my broken soul...
My shyness together
with the scent of jasmine...
103 days,
2472 hours...
Separated by distance, but not by dreams
two bodies adored, two souls entwined...
I'm an old soul writer
with a backyard pen...
I will stop dreaming
when my reality...
I've been thinking lately,
about how we've forgotten all the...
Shades of gray
entwines with my...
Food for thought-
I wish to ask my...
Like a beautiful Tiger Lilly,
I have rooted myself...
I found myself abandoning
my skin because I do not...