I sat online, alone at first, and then I saw your...
I was ecstatic, to say the least, for I hadn't...

Sometimes, when I look into your eyes,
I see the heavens, and the glorious angels...

Standing over a broken body,
Convulsing an retching...

Always around, but never quite there.
I opened my ears, but never could hear...

I can't seem to find the words to say,
To let you know I love you this way...

There's too much that's happening,
I can't stop my world from spinning...

What if I hadn't come here?
How many lives would be saved...

Have you ever tried, to hide the pains of the...
To forget that they're there, and to continue on...

So many people are hiding,
Hiding behind a mask of lies...

I'm sitting here, trying to write,
But I can't think, just this one night...

It's not supposed to go this way,
How can I live, in this mental dismay...