I love you like you'll never know and you just don't understand. I never thought i'd miss someone, the way i miss you now. I wish you would come back to me.

Sometimes it gets too much to bare, sometimes i just can't take it. So i look inside and try to find, the strength i have to fake it.

You just don't understand me dear,
And i followed you into the dark to make it clear,
But you just went and left me here.

I let you be my world. I let you have my heart.
With the power to squash it. With the power to make me choke.
And i'm afraid of u as much as i love u. I'm just waiting for u to leave and kill me. I've lost my trust in u, and in the world.

I want to change for you but I wish you would love me the way I am, so i didn't have to. But you don't love me this way and i have to change, but i can't - even if i want to.

You're the only one with the power to make me smile and laugh.
You're the only one with the power to make me break down and cry.
The problem is you never know you're doing either, and you're usually doing both.

It's a loneliness, where you're not alone.
A sadness, when you're not sad.
A feeling, that's never really felt.
It's an emptiness..
An emptiness I just don't understand.

It's the insane pain inside,
That makes you reach for the blade
The blade you've not seen in years,
all because one stupid person broke you in half.
Falling back into the pit of dispair,
Dripping blood each time i cry a tear.

And this heart break, I'd give anything to have it taken away. And it hurts in a way it's never done before. It's tearing me apart and i don't know what to do.

Never ending tears, choking on my sobs. I'm holding back my screams of anguish, saving you the shock. This is what happens to me everytime you walk away with that hating look on your face.