Cutting made it better, but I knew it was wrong. I got so messed up I didn't know what was going on. I had to get out. I had to grow up. I let my habbit slip away and now cutting's not enough.

As I fall to my knees and my tears fall down, I pray to God that you turn around and if you don't i hope the skies open up and I drown.. because without you, what's the point?

I lost my right to gamble when I bet all {my heart} on a game i ~couldn't~ lose. I guess it's just another sob story, another mistake on my list. Another tear on my pillow and an empty chest... because I lost the game.

Yes my make up's running. Yes my eyes are red. Yes my heart is breaking and yes sometimes I wish I was dead. But right now all I want is to smile and pretend that it's okay, so drop it - okay?

Feels like a bricks sitting on my chest. I'm gasping - trying to catch my breath but these tears won't let me. I can't stop sobbing and it hurts so bad. Wish someone would hold me and everything would seem a little less sad.

Just another glitch in my day. Just another stone in my way like always.
This time i fell over but I couldn't say and i'd give anything to make these tears go away.

You were perfect in my eyes. Too bad everyone around me could see you growing horns and I couldn't see past the shine of the paint on your halo.

Loving that one person so much it kills you.
Knowing that person doesnt even know your name.
When love makes it hard to keep on smiling,
When you'd give anything just to feel nothing at all but know it won't ever end..
That's sad love.

Wish I could cry away this pain today, cry away my sorrow. Bleed away this pain, until there's no tomorrow.

She sings a sad song,
Memorised the lyrics that help her carry on.
She sings a sad song,
The lyrics never changing,
The song just keeps on going as her tears fall.
Just like the song,
Her pain will carry on .. forever.