Please help me now i'm back where I once was and I'm too afraid to cut and too sad to force another smile..

I can't apologise for something I'm not sorry for and you can't blame me. I'm so insincere.

See me now. Feel my pain. Know that it's because of you.

Is it right now that you've hurt me? Is it right now that I'm blue?
Is it right now that you've got me,
And there's nothing I can do?
Is it right that I still love you after this?

And maybe I'll always be that girl who, once upon a time, believed in a fairy tale that never came true...

The perfect girl. So happy. So strong. Nothing in her world could be going wrong.
Nobody knows how hard she smiles or how forced her laugh is.
In her life there can be nothing wrong.
Shes the perfect girl.
So happy.
So strong.

My life is waking up everyday and forcing myself to smile and be happy for everyone else because I know that if they knew how broken I was.. it would break them too.

See that girl with those tears in her eyes, the one who cant bring herself to speak? The one that looks so weak?
See that girl who's had her heart broken?
Do you see the image of yourself, reflected in those eyes?

I cut myself when I think of you,
And then I tell myself that I'm alright.

I hope one day you'll look back at me and realise everything you once had and know that it was YOU who let it go.