You're the only one with the power to make me smile and laugh.
You're the only one with the power to make me break down and cry.
The problem is you never know you're doing either, and you're usually doing both.

It's a loneliness, where you're not alone.
A sadness, when you're not sad.
A feeling, that's never really felt.
It's an emptiness..
An emptiness I just don't understand.

It's the insane pain inside,
That makes you reach for the blade
The blade you've not seen in years,
all because one stupid person broke you in half.
Falling back into the pit of dispair,
Dripping blood each time i cry a tear.

And this heart break, I'd give anything to have it taken away. And it hurts in a way it's never done before. It's tearing me apart and i don't know what to do.

Never ending tears, choking on my sobs. I'm holding back my screams of anguish, saving you the shock. This is what happens to me everytime you walk away with that hating look on your face.

You make me believe in God, so I'm not afraid to die. You make me believe in others, so I'm not afraid to trust. You made me believe in love, so i'm not afraid of being alone. But most of all you let me believe in me, so i'm not afraid to live.

It's the feeling of regret when I look at old photos that lets me know that what we had was real and somewhere deep in my heart, I still love you, even though we've both moved on. Do you still love me too?

Some days I'm sure we'll hardly ever speak. But whether we speak once a day, once a month or once a year, i'll always call you my best friend because you're the only one in my life who deserves that title.

My biggest fear is that I'll die alone with no one to look at me and say 'I'll miss you.'

She fell asleep crying into her pillow, when she woke up in the morning her pillow was stuck to her face.