Feels like a bricks sitting on my chest. I'm gasping - trying to catch my breath but these tears won't let me. I can't stop sobbing and it hurts so bad. Wish someone would hold me and everything would seem a little less sad.

Yes my make up's running. Yes my eyes are red. Yes my heart is breaking and yes sometimes I wish I was dead. But right now all I want is to smile and pretend that it's okay, so drop it - okay?

I lost my right to gamble when I bet all {my heart} on a game i ~couldn't~ lose. I guess it's just another sob story, another mistake on my list. Another tear on my pillow and an empty chest... because I lost the game.

As I fall to my knees and my tears fall down, I pray to God that you turn around and if you don't i hope the skies open up and I drown.. because without you, what's the point?

The best quotes come from the saddest heart. Maybe sadness is pretty...

A tear filled with happiness,
A tear filled with pain.
A tear filled with loneliness,
Is a tear all the same.

I cut myself when I think of you,
And then I tell myself that I'm alright.

See that girl with those tears in her eyes, the one who cant bring herself to speak? The one that looks so weak?
See that girl who's had her heart broken?
Do you see the image of yourself, reflected in those eyes?

My life is waking up everyday and forcing myself to smile and be happy for everyone else because I know that if they knew how broken I was.. it would break them too.

The perfect girl. So happy. So strong. Nothing in her world could be going wrong.
Nobody knows how hard she smiles or how forced her laugh is.
In her life there can be nothing wrong.
Shes the perfect girl.
So happy.
So strong.