It's hard to admit that I miss you,
because that admission burns me...
I want you to touch me,
In the darkest, dirtiest...
You start off with a blank canvas
Then you add a silver blade...
I thought you were my friends,
I thought you'd always be here...
And they both reached out
to take the last delicious slice...
I am writing this standing on the edge,
standing at the top of this ledge...
I crave her face
her smile and laugh...
I'm sitting on my bedroom floor
Listening to my heart break...
A fight within herself
It's all she can think about; taking over her...
You tell yourself you're worthless
And that you don't matter one bit...
You came up to me and asked,
"What's wrong with you today?"...
"You're disgusting," says her reflection
As she stares at her own face...
When you were a child and you played with your...
Do you remember dreaming of holding your child...
Sometimes I think I'll be okay,
I feel the strength to carry on and...
Do you ever feel like giving up?
Like the pencil has no point...
*I suppose this is more of a story...I hope you...
She hasn't left her bedroom since she got the...
Why can't everyone hate me
and not love me at all...
I'm tired.
Of pervy jokes at lunch...
So we meet again my old friend
as I say to my knife...
Here I am
addicted again...
You believe that -
Since I'm still breathing...
An old toothless woman
Is setting in the back seat of a taxi...
I don't cut to kill myself
I cut to live...
Dark Red
Trickles...
My brushes moved in patterns
of colorless strokes against the...
Here I am
broken with no hope...
...
First version of the poem...
It's bad to judge someone because they ain't like...
Humans are fragile. Some people pray to God, but...
It has been so long since I have felt
your cold yet comforting touch...
Food my enemy,
Another form of control...
This pain in my chest hurts-way less than I wish...
and yet more than I thought it could...
If I could buy a magic wand
to wish your pain away...
Saffie scared,
scared of talking...
( story done for a challenge of picking one of the...
Tiny little mice were running around in the field...
Believe in you as others do
and to yourself always be true...
Im shutting down
Im letting go...
When a child is abused,
It's hard to heal...
My heart's not the issue, it's my head that's a...
I gave the world my everything and got back a lot...
Her heart is broken.
She can feel nothing at all...
You said you weren't like the rest,
that you wouldn't leave...
She finally breaks from the pain
As she crumples down in the rain...
How did we get here again.
We're back where we started...
You don't care, do you?
I really just want to know...
What do you see when you see fresh cuts on my...
what do you see when you see me crying. Do you see...
Who's gonna be there
to save me from myself...
The tears
They come and fall...
The feeling you get when you run your hand over...
Wanting to open them again...
Please never give in,
please never give up...
If I die tonight
Without saying my...
I don't see the world
As flowers and trees...
My life is EASY
Compared to hers...
One more poem
then its time...
I've done a lot of things,
That have made you cry...
A shot rings out
blood sprays the wall...
Age of six
He loved her so...
The voices are back,
Screaming in my head...
To Twinkle Toes,
You left me a letter so I'm going to reply...
Lonely and hurt,
Broken I remain...
Parents are dictators
You don't have a say...
Mom I apologize
for the offenses...
Go ahead
kill yourself...
Use me to get off your anger,
I'll keep my hurting inside...
Your laughter speaks the loudest
And you tell me that you're fine...
Sitting at the dinner table, they ask you about...
You start complainin on and on how nothin goes...
All the pain you feel in the day,
You wish that you could cry it away...
You are the cause
You are my pain...