me: best known as bootz. i write poetry a lot....well at least i used too. i write poems about anger, depression, darkness, and pain, its not my decision its just what my mind is set on when i do poetry. i don't exactly hate my life its just life in general. I'm not suicidal, but sometimes thoughts do come and go. I'll never have the balls to execute myself. i sometimes have this vacant cavity inside somewhere, i' ve bottled up a lot of things due to my pass but i don't dwell on them i try to keep a dairy but its not my way of expression poems are, i breath them.i also draw and paint, but those are the places in my up'ed up mind, i cant go there so i draw them out. i love animals, i have two fleabags (cats), they're awesome, i pick them over humans any day. i love rock also it helps me get through moments i have. i wouldnt say im athiest, i think i believe in something but id rather not worship anything i wouldnt worship myself if i had powers over the whole world, im not a religious person. im a down to earth person, but sometimes my mind is not here, i dont have anyone to talk to and i dont agree to talks to shrinks they're like dairy's to me they leave unsolved issues just somewhere to hold them until your ready to go back and add on what will never be and ending issue idk im just not open to shrinks. im not judge mental either your opinion is what you believe and that what i'll respect no doubt. if you have any questions feel free to ask or if any conversations pops open and youd want to share no prob. i'll rate, read and comment on your poems if you dont mind.... well until so laterz