Once,
I heard you sing...
your whisper (when it made the sky quiver)
was like a lonely dancer...
your leaves
(when they part with you in autumn...
I thought I knew
my place in the world...
You know, you really do give me strength
in your fractured fragility...
Reasons.
and demons. and the things you call treason...
I still miss you when the rooster calls,
Waking me up to leaves that fall...
hush, for i'm praying, hush.
more often than i should, i still pray...
A river of tears is a river run dry
for we were told not to cry...
They say you may see ghosts
and things invisible on Halloween...
But whenever I try to speak, my words and your tears would always evaporate into the silent memories of water. |
Sometimes, I wished I knew how to really tell you things: like how our friendship isn’t imaginary, that I’m really there … and that you’re never completely alone. |
To be by your side for so much (and yet so little) of eternity - it really was as beautiful as it seemed. |