I didn't mean
To grow dependant on you...
I lay in the bed of a truck
Staring up at the stars shining bright above...
I'm finally ready
To be me...
Why do you hate me
I've tried so hard...
Mama.
You've gone through it all...
You faked it so well
It was hard to tell...
Sweet, sweet depression
Your pressure is here again...
Alone and Scared
Waiting to be found...
You watched me suffer
You let me bleed...
You only live once
You have to cherish life...
I stare at myself in the mirror,
And see my true self clearer...
All alone in this empty place,
In all of my thoughts I see your face...