As I smile through the day
I cry through the night...

Being little and not knowing much
being a teen and knowing parts of things...

I fell for you hard
and i gave you everything...

Why do you hurt me so
you opened the wound...

If your reading this
i am no longer on this earth...

I cant stand here anymore
i know my strength...

Going numb and feeling nothing
rape me again bff...

I feel so alone
just sitting in my corner...

They talk about love
as if it was a joy...

I call it new love not because it is
but because its a time we test our love...

I have so many faults
that i chose to hide...