I could not tell you what's going on with me right...
But I sure wish you were here...

My childhood was not a happy place.
But it was not a torturing place either...

Bad humans are rotten humans,
But at least I know what bad seed she is about to...

Who would have thought that on my darkest day,
I could find the light in this deep dark tunnel...

The five years of my life was awful.
Devil disguised as a young girl to inflict...

I close my eyes,
Press down the blade against my skin...

People ignore what they've got bored of,
And acknowledge what doesn't...

Day by Day,
We Are Further And Further Away...

I don't want to do this anymore,
I want to end all of the suffering and pain...

My heart is broken,
My heart is in pain...

There were times when regrets turn into fear.
Fear of being pull down again...

Tempted to devour the lily,
With its purity still clinging on to it...